Sachiko09

2010-01-25T19:19:00.002+08:00

I may not be updating blogger. Might be deleting soon.
Here my link, will be updating more on tumblr.

To those who using tumblr follow me alright.
Bloggers, relink me. THANKS:D

tsk!

2010-01-07T17:32:00.004+08:00

You're the one who's by my side, when no one else is there. You're the one I can always count on. You always seem to care. You help me through the tough times and when I've lost all hope. You cry with me at sad times and laugh at all my jokes. You never seem to judge me or ever put me down. You put a smile on my face, When ever you see a frown.

You're better than a bestfriend, You're more like my sister.

Thank you for the friendship you have offered; rest assured that I'll treasure it in my heart and will always remember that once in my life, I've known someone like you. Take care!

today, yesterday, the day after yesterday..

2010-01-07T16:12:00.003+08:00

Here I am blogging, been almost a month I haven been blogging. Though I have not been working for this past few weeks, I'm busy spending time with boyF. I must say boyF made my day, EVERY SINGLE DAY. :D

3rd day of school such a bitch already. Today absent from school, just feeling lazy due to the nice oh-so-romantic weather. ^^ Raining quite heavily this morning. A nice weather to sleep soundly, which what boyF up to now. Well, for me been facebook-ing since morning. I'm so into sorority life now. Da macam kesukaan pulak ku maen ni game. Tak penah-penah ku maen game pat facebook. Da pandai uh Nas. *clap*

Browsing for new blogskins for the past 2 freaking hours! Nothing really caught my eyes. Mostly too simple and boring. Well, today everything seems to be so boring for me. -.-'
Yeah, I'll just stick to this old oldskin of mine. Still nice right? LOL.

TWENTY-10

Countdown was great but abit of cock up at first. Afterall, the night was happening. Semua janji melayu tau! Macam paham nak jumpa kul 7 tapi sampai nye kul8 la 10lebih la. CB CB CB! :D Went to see fireworks @ marina then to irish pub to chill. I wasn't drunk, but abit tipsy. So yeah, lazy to elaborate more. Pictures uploaded @ facebook.

I would like to wish Happy Belated 9month Anniversary To boyF. Our anniversary means a lot. Much more than any another day;
I celebrate my love for you and cherish you in every way. Through passing time, our love still grows. a caring relationship to explore. Our life together gets better and better and I keep on loving you more and more. :D

today

2009-12-24T20:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday(Me in Blue.)

Yesterday night was great. Had CHIVAS night with Ihsan & "gang". LOL! Kecian sey kobes itu asek kena kutok jek. :D I'm surprised none was drunk. WAKAKAKAKA-

Today work ends quite early. Ends @4:30pm. Fetch BBY♥ from work @payarlebar. Straight home today. Feeling tired and lazy, plus the weather today, -.-'.

Tomorrow Maia's big day. Congrats girl! :D Will be coming with the rest. See you!

Currently chatting with Muhammed Faisal Boncet♥. Hehex!
BUSSSSSSSSSSY:D byebye.

random

2009-12-23T17:43:00.002+08:00

OUT FOR DRINK SOON ...

Proper post soon. TC:D

Yesterday

2009-12-20T21:21:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went to Abg Sapau's chalet after work with MamyLila & BBY♥. Alot of alcohol. Mamy & Bby♥ drank alot. I had only 3glasses of champagne. That's all, I swear. I dont have this feeling of drinking already. -.-' @2am went home with BBY♥ cabbed home.

So Today, didn't get to meet BBY♥.
Tomorrow off again. :D Get to meet BBY♥ whole day. YAY!
COUNTDOWN THIS YEAR SEMUA MACAM TKDA FEELING JEK?

Your always there for me to help me through my fears, you always comfort me and wipe away my tears. You are my rock the one who keeps me sane. You always talk me out of wanting to run away. You make me feel happy when things don't go my way. Your the one that loves me, the one who knows who I am. Your everything to me. Your my special man. If I lost everything, everything I'd love you'd be standing there showing me all your love. My love for you is deep, your everything I want, your everything I dream.

You are so amazing.

2009-12-17T21:39:00.005+08:00

Without your love I wouldn't be, nothing in this life to set me free.

Without your love I couldn't see, what there was left in this world for me.
Without your love I wouldn't know, my life would be at its all time low.
Without your love I couldn't show, the way I feel when around you so.

How can you describe something far above simple words? A feeling that is so deep in your very soul. How do you tell someone all you feel inside? The emotion just can’t come through, no matter how you try. This love is like no other, it’s true, and honest and real. It’s amazing and terrifying at the same time, and my very heart it did steal. The way you gently kiss me, the way you look at me when we talk. A smile, a look, or a simple touch sets my soul on fire. For the first time I feel so alive. In your arms I feel the love that I have never had before. In your eyes I see the endless possibilities that the future has in store. Why am I so special? the one you choose to be by your side. I know how lucky I am to get to with you, and my heart is filled with pride...l

How do I express my true love for you? I just don’t think I can.
You are my lover, my protector, my best friend, you are the perfect man.

2more weeks, 9th month anniversary
♥ ILOVEYOU,always.

Iphone

2009-12-17T19:57:00.002+08:00

Last Tuesday ..

BBY♥ brought new hp, which is IPHONE. Sungguh lawa! Accompanied BBY♥ to sign up for new line @ Tampmall. The purpose of going there was actually to get Zura's bday present. LOL-.-' Anyway, queue @M1 shop was freaking long. Waited 15min for one number to past, so pathetic right? BBY's turn was almost 2hours of waiting.
Okay, like finally BBY's dream come true. His been wanting to buy IPHONE seen long. I'm happy for you BBY♥. Amin.
Zura bday was cute. Celebrated outside BK. Usual place where we lepak. :D Kena saboh rabak-rabak gang. Well, she enjoyed(:

Met BBY♥ today. :D Today is BBY's 2nd night shift. He'll be off tomorrow. He won't be resting, I guess. His working @banquet 10am. WTF?? (My boyfriend is superman). LMFAO-.-'

NOW I MISS BBY♥ SO MUCH. ILY*
SO, thats all for now readers.

Birthday Girl.

2009-12-15T10:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIKMAHTUSZURAH!

On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy; I hope all of your wishes come true. May each hour and minute be filled with delight, and your birthday be perfect for you!

Out with BBY♥, HunnyBunny, Nad & Zurah was great. Had our lunch @ Tong Seng. the food there superb la. Went ILUMA, took alot alot of pictures. (pictures uploaded @facebook) After tiring of walking, we went Shesha-ing @arabstreet. :D The earth is vomitting due to us polluting! Afterall, I had a great day with them. Looking forward with more outings aye girlfriends.

Tonight will be night. LOL! :D Will be celebrating Zurah's 20th birthday @DTE.
PEOPLE DON'T BE LATE. 7pm!

Picture below was on Bby's 21st Birthday party.

♥ Thanks bby for the white rose.

the days.

2009-11-29T09:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MD FAISAL, MY LOVE.
May Allah always protects u and make ur wishes come true. My boyfriend now is fully adult and has the key to freedom. I hope nothing will change our relation to bad. I love u so much, always. Remember ur girlfriend is always the best than other girls no matter what. HAHAHAHA!

I had alot of fun this two days. Like seriously, ILOVEIT.
Friday bowling with family pls bby. ( I have skills already ) (:
Saturday celebrate Bby's and Papa's birthday @sakura.
OMG, the food there I tell you. Almost everything I wanted was there.
I wanna go there again.

Bby's chalet is today. Meeting Bby's mum & sis later @2pm.
So sad bby is not able to cheak-in with us. His leave is not approved for today.
): lucky for him, his working morning shift. He ends work @4pm then he need to rush down to chalet.
Pity him la.

Okay, I gotta go.
(L)

HappyBirthday Papa.

2009-11-24T13:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU PAPA!

May you have all the joy your heart can hold, All the smiles a day can bring, All the blessings a life can unfold, May you have Gods best in everything.

I just can't wait for bby's 21th birthday on this coming 29november. Will be held at CostaSand DowntownEast.

I just want him to be happy on this special day. I've already planned what to buy for him, shall not mention here. -.-' Something he wanted few months back. I hope he likes it though. (:

Friends who is invited, please come aye. ^^ Especially my banquet warriors!
I LOIKE! I LOIKE!

Friday will be Hari Raya Haji, not sure of going to grandma's house or not.
Saturday will be celebrating Papa & BBY's bday @ sakura buffet.
Sunday will be BBY's Chalet. ^^

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky. The waves in my ocean, and the beat in my heart. All my dreams came true the day that I met you. I Love You!

love.

2009-11-18T11:08:00.003+08:00

and with you ...

every moment we spend together is little more amazing.

Forever ..

2009-11-12T11:27:00.003+08:00

BBY brought for me white rose. He never fail to buy for me every month ♥ so sweet of him.

8yrs, down the drain.

2009-11-12T10:00:00.003+08:00

BESTFRIEND, WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT.
; think okay.

7months.

2009-11-02T17:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH TO BBY & I.

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

This month anniversary didn't actually celebrate with bby, due to both very busy everyday. Somehow, I had a little outing with bby plus My Brother, Bestfriend, Mami Salila and Abg Sapau. At 1am, when to Sempang Bedok to mamam as everyone was hungry.
Then when to Yishun Dam lepak. Had some heart-to-heart talking session. LOL! Till 5am, reach home quickly bathe and out to work as I need to catch 6am bus. So sleepy, tapi ape nak buat gatal sangat nak ton ngan budak-budak work. ^^

Work was great for the 2days PAP funchion. Alot of picture taking session. LOL! I expect it gonna be a tiring day, but then my friends doesnt makes me feel tired at work. :p

Ok, thats all for now. I'll shall update soon aite. (:

When I first met you, you reached out to shake my hand.
When I got to know you, you reached out to understand my mind.
When I liked you, you reached out and touched my heart.
When I loved you, you reached out and touched my soul.
When I thought I had nothing, I had everything when I had you.
If we're meant to be together, Let it be...
If fate wants us to be forever, Let's wait and see...

Bestfriend bday .

2009-09-30T11:22:00.002+08:00

My bestfreind's birthday was a blast! I really had fun, plus I'm glad she's happy. Sweet 17th la katakan. Next year gonna be 18. I remember what ur mum said. lol! Ur freedom only comes when ur 18. yay! da 6bulan ku stop minum, and on her birthday i started back. OMG! Macam setan. Really hang over till the next morning, reach home @10am. Had a very nice sleep. Haha! I love her cake, like super drop nice eh! White chocolate cake with winnie the pooh picture printed. Haha! I can't wait for the pictures leh. Upload soon aye!

Yesterday had a very bad dream, really bad. I hope this kinda thing won't happen. Haish! I'm so scared. I never felt so scared like this before. "Somehow, I believe in karma."

Today Raya-ing with 399 friends. So I must be ready by now. I wanna have my shower.
Bye-Bye!

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-23T21:21:00.003+08:00

Okay, like finally holidays are here. The moment that I've been waiting for. LOL! 3weeks of heaven (and earth?) So I'll be very busy for this 3weeks of holidays, really very very tight. Gonna be working, plus not forgetting my project which need to be handed up end of octorber.

Hari Raya was great. Been months that family really gathered together, mostly only on 1st day of Raya. Other then that they are busy with their on stuff.

Tomorrow working, I need to have enough sleep today. Yesterday work was super tiring, didnt really get enough rest today.

Ok done, I'm off now.

So today..

2009-09-15T15:07:00.003+08:00

"My bestfriend is the medicine of life."

Taken 2007. See how kental was she back then.
Now very mature, very fast. (:

So today had breakfast again, with bby at macdonalds. Absence from school today. Woke up late, plus very very lazy. I hope there's retest tomorrow. School just sucks big time. Ok wait, not the school I mean the people there. ITE is so different, I just miss secondary school life. err? NO? blehh~ Well, just let my 2yrs of nitec ends fast. Can't stand the environment there, so frustrating.

TSK, thats all for now. Yay, I know pathetic post. Shall update mor next time. Nothing interesting today. Tata!

Updating....

2009-09-14T19:06:00.004+08:00

My blog isn't private. Okay, sorry to my blog reader's. Blog is under construction plus I've got no time to update. To all muslims, Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadan.

Morning, had breakfast with bby at Delifrance. (tak puasa) pfft~ Woke up really early today. Got ready for school. Messaged Filza where is she, & she replied " Lesson starts at 1pm, group1 having test at 10am. We are in group2 which means our test is tommorow. " Okay, what the heck kan? I thought there is AEC phase test, dengan semangat ku bangun siang-siang! LOL. Well a lesson for me to learn, " ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSoRY! " You will not know whats happening in class. LOLS! So then, reach school around 1plus. Revised for tomorrow's test. & bloody hell, school ends at 2pm. Macam cock gitu kan? Which means I attend for only about 55mins ?? Pfft~ *confused*

This week very tight.

Weds- Geylang with Mamy & BBY.
Thurs- Perm-ing my hair, BBY treating. ^^
Friday- Accompany Mamy to hospital appointment.
Sat- Kueh-ing, preparations.
Sun- SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

I'm rather excited nowadays, due to my bestfriend's upcoming 17th birthday party at pasir ris. Well, cum friends reunion and her friends 27th babies too. Perhaps, I just can't wait on that particular day. Happy her on her special day. Right love? Can't wait.

Like finally, blog updated. -.-'

What a day.

2009-07-21T08:57:00.002+08:00

Sorry For not updating. Very busy with schooling and working on weekends.

I've lost my wallet, containing inportant stuff, IC, ATM card, few of membership cards and precious pictures. *sobsob* How could I be so careless? I've made a police report, hopefully whoever found my wallet, would return back. I dont care if the money is gone, but atleast they will return my IC back. Haisssssssssssssssh~

Today, I dont feel like going to school, because of this. I'm feel very sad inside, though I know ini memang nasib. I'm going KL next month, thought of saving money already, but badluck for me now, I need money to do my IC. -.-"

I can just dream about saving for samsung star hp and laptop.This month is so sa-sueeeeeeeey for me. Ok, just forget it la, this thing already happened! No point of regreting.
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Dear readers, I've made multiply. So pictures will be upload @ http://itsnassybitch.multiply.com
THANKS!

psp pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-06-03T20:50:00.005+08:00

I miss them badly. I wanna meet them can? I miss those fun that we had together. They are far from here in other country, Pakistan. We seldom sent emails to each other. They are busy with school there. I wonder how are they there. They are my closest cousins. Hope this year Hari Raya I get to meet them. ):

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. No more stressing myself to wake up bloody early to school. Like so kancong spider gitu lor. It is so irritating where u need to take mrt drop at angmokio then take bus 24 at the interchange. pfft~ I just can't wait to move house next year. at geylang, and that is so near to my house. ^^

I'm working tomorrow. haha! Ok, this holiddays I'm gonna get my ass off to work. Perhaps, I might be working everyday. Just to get all the stuff that I wanted plus shopping with love. lols! I can't wait. GAJI KITE NEXT WEEK LAU BOMB BOMB POW LAGI KAN BEST! haha.

Bby afternoon shift tomorrow, so I might meeting him in the morning. so yeaa, IMISSBBY already. hahs! padahal baru jer die alek. His going out with abang. ILOVEYOU la bby. (:

I NAK GREEEEEEEEEEN PSP! TAK SABAR! TAK SABAR! GREEN PULAK ITU, favourite siol.

examsssssssss.

2009-06-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

Saturday, working like a mad pig! Need to give out mineral water to people at wild wild wet. Yeaaaaaa, so pathetic kan? The whether was so terrible, really really terrible. Plus me and Cheemun having a hard time under the shelter without fan. It start at 0930hrs in the morning till almost 2000hrs. Like "whatthefishandchp" ey love. gagagagagaga! After the funchion ends, we still need to clear everything here and there. Family day at downtown east just sucks big time. blehh~
Sunday, was family day too. Yet not so tiring as the previous day. Well, bby ws working with me on that day. hehe! Nas suke nas suke nas suke la. GAJI FOR THIS WEEK BOMB BOMB POW! yay me. -.-'

Today was bloody late for my exam. Thanks to my maid for not waking me up. Thank la ey! But luckily for me, I was only late for half and hour. haha! Exam was so fucking difficult as I expected. (: Tomorrow will be the last then holidays! wheeeeeeeeeeee~

Yesterday was my 2nd anniversary with bby!

Ok, my eyes are getting sleepy now.
nights.'

Love is when you miss him even before he's gone, when you could listen to him talk all night. and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine,
andwhen you see his smile the second you close your eyes!

for today...

2009-05-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

Basically today, nothing interesting. same routine school then off to meet bby. feeling so pissed off in school today. shall not elaborate about this matter because ini antare ku ngan die jer. ku tknk orang masok campor hal ku and KEPO. this all i can say to her, "lau ko berani ko mari sini try sama ku, ko nak ko datang." ini bukan nak step fanatic or what-so-ever ah, but this really getting of my fucking nerves plus u've been "caupeicaubu" about my friend. Aku tunggu jer ko langgar wire ku. Well, short and simple. (:

Exams is freaking near. blehhh~ Bloody five more day to exams. Hahs! which is I can't wait, all because of this june holidays. Let the examination ends fast. LOLS! This semester I swear I'm gonna fail. LACK OF KNOWLEDGE! =.-' I'll try hard next semester. ^^

4MORE DAYS TO OUR ANNIVERSARY, 2months. Ok, this is fucking fast, heh? I felt that it was just recently we celebrated our 1st month. LOLS! Insyallah we will last long ey bby. angan kite tinggi siol. tkleh angkattttttttttttttt! haha. harap harap tercapai k syg. Insyallah.

Debar letter has been issued to me. pfft~ given last chance though. Just need my mum to appel. How troublesome. so I'm not going to play any SHITS in school anymore. errrr I mean for the time being! ^^

Ok, thats all for now.

busy busy busy.

2009-05-14T09:41:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING.

shall update soon aye.

so yeaa, today!

2009-05-12T19:30:00.002+08:00

Today kinda slacky at school. Schools ends very early due to group1 gonna have their text at 1pm. As supposed, I'm in group1. but unfortunately my dear friends from group2 asked to me to take tomorrow instead. pfft~ see, I'm so "jiwe maut punya!", lols! After school got no plans. Decided to visit Ellysa at woodlands, to see hows is she and her condition. yeaa, thank GOD she is still strong. few more days due babe for the upcoming little princess. hahs! gonna go through hard time. alermakkkkkkkkk! Goodluck babe, I'll pray that everything gonna be alright and safe. Insyallah.

Tomorrow meeting bby in morning, as usual routine. ^^ His working at banquet tomorrow at 10am. I'll roughly ends school at 12pm. so, I've plan T'm meeting bby after school and fetch him from work. hahaha! maybe I'm meeting my brother, syafiq. Still not so sure.

I'm miss bby so much now.

and so today ..

2009-04-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today cabot school, like again? lols. need to fetch yani from hougang. Actually, I did not know theres a straight bus to kak lina's house from my school. luckily my friends know, kalau tak kan ku da sesat & I swear I'll have a hard time mrt-ing to hougang. pfft~ harap jek tingal singapore untuk 17tahon. lols!

Get to meet bby for awhile this morning. I really pity bby alot. he only get to sleep for just 1hour. Yesterday was his afternoon shift. Ends @10pm, then he need to rush to OCC, because props side need people to work, urgently. Ends @5plus in the morning. Meaning he slept @6am this morning woke up @7am just to meet me. How stubborn can he be? His working today & he needs to wake up @10. Kecian tau. His eyebag is getting worst. tsk tsk tsk.

Tomorrow I'm working @9am. Meeting bby first, as usual. I bet tomorrow would be the tiring day @ work. ): Arther work need to rush down to east coast park for the pit. gahh~ Constance could not make it. hmpf~ I'm so sad. But nevermind, we shall meed up soon aye love. miss you alot sia. I bet u got alot alot alot of stories to tell me kan? Hopefully tomorrow work will ends earlier, which is I'm not so sure. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!

If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO. When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.
Few more minutes to one month anniversary. (:

bby i love you.

2009-04-23T08:56:00.004+08:00

Today bby sent me to school. Haha! Gonna fetch me after school too. Bby took 2days leave, thursday & friday. He needs rest too, been having a had time working nowadays. Plus, he wants to spent time with me. (LOLS, nas tak tau malu betol). Saturday & Sunday working with bby. Macam best gitu kan. Nas suke! Nas suke! Nas suke! wakakaka.

I'm in school comp lab now. As u know, I've got project to do. I can't open my done web-project folder in my thumbdrive. It is so sickening. Computers here are so outdated. It can't read the thumbdrive. How am I surposed to hand-in on time whereas at home I can't install the fucking dreamweaver8 into my computer. Its so hard as I need to use the "30days thingy" where some of my pages gone missing although I've already saved in my thumbdrive. How irritating can it be . felt like giving up, by the other side, I need to listen to bby's advice.

Today no plans. Meeting bby, I don't where his going to bring me. Bby plan to go jogging as I finished school early. DAMN! seriously, its obvious I'm always tired during weekends. Lucky me bby understand. haha! Its been 2weeks we did not go jogging. haha!

When you are in love with someone,you have no need to say good-bye, because you are always in each others heart, there forever staying. I love you not because of what you can give me, its because how my heart warms upwhenever I am near you. For you see, each day I love you more.Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

Ok, its going to break time soon. Logging out!

toodles~

I'm sick.

2009-04-14T12:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday fall sick while I was in school . Due to not enough sleep on the previous night. I just hate having migranes, its giving me hard time. Temperature increased & migrane getting worst while I was in the bus heading down to pasir ris to meet bby. Yesterday really got no appetite, plus I feel like trowing up. Bby was so confused as I didn't not tell him I was feeling abit weak till we're in the cab on the way home. Reached home had a really cold bath. I feel much more better. Took panadol extra then to sleep . Woke up this morning with a bad backache. pfft~ Skipped school today as I wasn't feeling well yet.

Meeting bby later @ 5pm. He ask for early release from work just to meet me & grab a movie @ 7pm with me. pfft~ just troubling himself. I had a free movie tickets to "17again". woohoo! Nas suke, Nas suke la! Zac Efron Is so cuteeeeeeeeee. ^^

Heard that I might be working on 1st of may. Ok, this really stressing me up. Pit?? 1st anniversary?? working?? OMG! Which is which to attend? -.-" I'm gonna think it fast, before the week on this end of the month.

Ok, thats all for now.

missed

2009-04-12T14:00:00.003+08:00

Didn't meet bby today. Pfft~ Bby was super super angry at me. I woke up late. My fault ke? *sadsad* But atlast bby still understand. blahh~ Tomorrow bby gonna sent me to school . "So Sweet". But afternoon not meeting him, his out with his friends. & maybe tuesday I might have the chance to spent time with him . I hope so! I'm missing him so much.

Today no plan, bby afternoon shift. BORING!

Love is a journey in which two hearts embark upon. A journey full of surprises, unknowns, ups & downs, twists & turns. step by step, hand in hand. They give each other strength to keep going until the end. (:

& so today.

2009-04-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I had fun outside with my family. Went beaching. They were swimming while I was just cycling around the east coast park. I didn't swim due to "something something". LOLS! I sat on the chair & looked at the sea. It is so beautiful, it really make me forget about the disaster of my past. (: Still, I've MOVED ON! After beach-ing, papa decided to bring us to parkway parade. They went Giant, while Cons & I window shop. The stuff there "really caught my eyes". Perhaps, next time then, I'm broke. hahs! Me & Cons have made a deal. We will saved up & go shopping. YAY! (:

Today meet bby under his block. Good thing is that, "I'm on time!" yay me. blehh~ Bby suprised me with a nike handbag. So cute right? lols. Bby just wont stop wasting his money. *angry* So then, went to take cheque with Bby, Yuni & Adib. Had our breakfast @ whitesand KFC. @ 12, we proceed to take mrt because bby have to go to work. @ 1pm, met Aida at yishun mrt. Lepaked under the voideck while waiting for Nana Ace & Sherry Lina. Nana, as usual, beauty of late coming. *laugh* @ around 3plus they arrived. We proceed to bugis. Walk here & there, yet nothing caught my eyes. dammit! I brought slipper & bby tshirt only. bugis is a bore place now. gagagaga! agree?

Its like finally, I've got to meet up with my gf. I've missing ever single thing with them. I wish things would just be like before when we're still in secondary school. hahs!

Mamy have already booked pit for the kinda family gathering? ahh.. I'm not quite sure about that. But confirn is that the pit is already booked. Pfft~ bloody hell, its on 1st of may, which is the 1st month anniversary with bby. damn! how pathatic is that. Shall I meet bby 1st? I'm not sure. grhhhhhhhhh~

So yeaa, meeting bby tmrrw. JOGGING AGAIN! (:

nothing much

2009-04-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

Morning sunshines!
Woke up early today. As I was wondering I slept super late last night, yet I really could get my ass off the bed @ 9plus am. How surprising. Isn't a big deal, but still its quite weird. I usually wake up late, I mean super late. Ok, fuck this matter.

Today going picnic with family. So that means I'm not meeting bby today. Ok FARRRKKKKKKKK! I didn't meet him for freaking two days. Only God knows how much I miss him. I know his feeling sad now. PLAN MEETING HIM CANCEL AGAIN? yeaaaaaaaa, again. Please, tomorrow make it the day please. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him.

Using prepaid just sucks big time, trust me. I'm used to using line. Too bad, mum canceled my line due to me engrossing like my fathers owns a bank. LOLS! Prepaid; I just don't understand how it works & about the singtel HOT $100/-, what the fuck is that? Seriously, this really stressing me up. Bby is so kind toping up for me every now & then, wasting his $28 for me. Thank you so much much love.

Now, I'm not sure is there any bookings for me tomorrow or not. Abang took bloody MC today, & its really making me piss off la. Hows tomorrow? blahhh~ I need to work, I'm totally broke this few weeks.

ok ok, I'm off now. Need to buy Mickey's food before we off to beach.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Gods greatest gift.

2009-04-09T22:20:00.004+08:00

2nd post of the day.
as you can see, I'm in the mood to update/post. Thats pathetic. I know! This only happens when I'm totally free plus freaking bored. Its like seriously, I've been staying @ home the whole freaking day getting my ass BIGGER. Ok, thats fake! (: Still feeling the tiredness from yesterday as I was having the hard time with Yi Qin counting chair, big/normal oblongs, big/small IBM, 6ft/5ft round table, square table, cresent table in the whole downtown east. Going up & down. Counting wrongly & getting confused between this & that. Well all I can say is "ciggies" definately works. LOLS!

Unfortunately things stared to change between me & girlfriends. Not in the good ways/terms. Some communication breakdown. Everyone is busy with their own stuff ever since we were separated in the end of 08`.Life is changing. Unlike those years, we're still in the life of playfool plus immatured . Now, I hope you girls understand. I'm busy with working plus coping with schools & problems everywhere. Settled, plus comes another. Its different now. way to different for what we had last time. Now, its hard for me to settle & chill with you girls like I used to. I will definately find my free time.
LOVED & MISSED.

Next monday schools reopens, which I don't wish to. Still in the mood of holidays. I'm deaddddddddd! Seriously, I'm still haven start anything on my project. I'm pretty not so sure, or I must say I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START! blahh~ Basically this project on the topic of "make up", that I chose, gotta be done in the webpage. My suggestion was I wanted to do using blogger which my teacher partly agree. Well, theres disadvantages. Marks will be lower! -.-" pfft~ dammit la! I thought it would be easier for me. GOD PLEASE HELP ME! I need to do somethng with the project. Seriously, I don't know how to do webpage. grrrrhh~

Congrats to my new love. Ok, shall talk about this particular boyfriend of mine. A typical sweet next door boy, with bubbly attitude. Who I know that loves me alot woth his truly sincere heart. Who can accept they way I am who is very demanding, bitchy type & etc etc. Baby, I'll try to change to the old me whom u ever heard, to the better I mean. Thanks for being there, lending ears to listen & a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes we search so much for the right choices, right paths to walk through, right time, right person. But life isn't about searching for things that can be found. It is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things you never searched for. Ever since I met you my life has meaning again. You are the person I wait to talk to you every night hearing u say darling it make my heart melt. I get butterfly every time we talk. Meeting you has been a dream come true. I wait for the day when u can hold me close. I am so happy that i found you now. You have showed me that there is love still out there & I am happy that it was you. You are my dream come true & I am so happy that i found u....

Ok, what a long post for today.
Off to bed now. nights.

chalet update

2009-04-09T18:59:00.004+08:00

Today is sucha boring day. Was supposed to meet bby today.
I cancel the plan last minute, due to sudden headache. boo!
Bby was so sad plus mad. He actually rushed to meet me.
pfft~ I'm bad, really bad. I'm sorry.
Bby came to my place awhile to past my bro's atm card.
His face was totally piss off. Tried to "pujokpujok" him.
Yet so stubborn-headed. blehhhhhh~
Now everything is ok. hahs! I'm really sorry bby for the last min changes.

Fuck fuck fuck.
Tomorrow is public holiday. No cheque!
So that means I need to cash out on bloody saturday.
Whereas I'm working on that particular day. TELL ME HOW?
I'm broke & I need cash. Pfft~ I wanna go out tomorrow!!
_________________

Chalet was total great. the best chalet I've ever had.
Is like seriously! So yeaa, I'm updating about the chalet now.

Cheak-in @ 2.30pm with Constance & Yuni.
Put our stuff in the room. 15minutes later Ihsan, vivien & Joshy came.
So then, we together went to take cheque to cash out.
Plan to Escape theme park was canceled. ): Blahhhhhhhh~
Meet Barry, Vetri, Kelvin & Yi QIn @ central.
Then off to chalet. Slack there. @ 5pm bby came.
& we started bbq-ing. Around 7plus more & more came.
Started to drik @ 10plus. Kelvin was totally drunk.
& my dearest Vivien was drunk too. aiyooooooooooo.
@ 12am sharp celebrate Syead birthday. He was touched, I know!
Hahs! We saboh-ED him rabakrabak. Cake, chilli sause, flourplus coke.
LOLS! The happening pat was we make the room like club.
Loud music. All the girls grind with the birthday boy. ^^
(suke jek syed) LOLS!

Chalet was awesome. More outing soon aye dearest!
I love my banquet friends.
More pics is uploaded @ my facebook.

Ok, thats all for now. Gotta go now.
Calling bby. (:

love is in the air.

2009-04-01T21:43:00.003+08:00

Today met gf to take testimonial.
I miss them fucking truckloads.
Next saturday meeting up. yay-ness!

Lepaked @ home with Abg, Yuni & bby.
While later discussed with abg about the chalet thingy.
He said to book a chalet must be 1mnth in advance.
WTH! Then, me & bby rushed down to dwntwn. lols!
luckily, there is few empty. grrrrrrrhh~
so now the chalet is already booked.
On this friday, 2.30pm @ costa sand, where u need to put $1.
lols!(:This chalet is open to all banquet staff. ^^
Celebrating Syed birthday too, WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

Been quite busy this few days preparing for this coming friday chalet.
Meeting Bby tmrrw, buying those stuff for the chalet.
lols.

I'M SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGG HAPPY NOW!
lols. ask me why. blahhhh~

I'm attached! I'm ATTACHED!!!!
hahs! BBY asked me face-to-face, in the bus while we were otw home.
WAKAKAKA! 1st of april kepe?
I love you so much bby.

missed

2009-03-25T09:50:00.000+08:00

TODAY? tsk tsk tsk.
I'm so fucking freaking bored @ home.
Seriously today got no plans.
Surposed to meet bby for jog. I woke up late.
BOO ME! I guess bby is so so angry @ me.
SORRY):
Today bby is afternoon shift, so is impossible to meet him today.
Hmph~ I miss him. ):

Planning to go gym with abang this afternoon.
Still not sure about this paln, my body feel so tired nowadays.
hmm, HOW?

NOW! I miss Constance Chen.
You just one fucking chibyee! Didn't text me once u off too camp.
Kurang masam betol. Friday meet orite. Take cheque together.
Hehex! Meet u preety soon love.

Can't wait for tomorrow, working with bby @ 9am.
yay! yay! yay! ( Isuke Isuke Isukeeee) Blehhhh~

Ok, I'm off now.

To this someone; ex lover 3 years back.
I'm sorry to hurt you. I know u've been putting high hopes on me.
I'm being prank, rather then I making u wait.
Susah untuk Nas menerima dan mencintai.
I hope our friendship still strong after making u hurt,
I'm sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry. ):

Im gonna miss my dearest.

2009-03-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

Basically today theres nothing special.
Same routine, to school everyday.
DAMN!

Today, nearly got "expelled". Ok, actually this is all about this particular "wannabe guy" in class. shall not elobrate more. This is personal. LOLS! ; Well, just wanna say that, antare aku dengan ko belom sys lagi eh. Ko da maen taik sama ku, sekarang ku kasi ko rasa la sial.

Its been quite long that I last met my girlfriends. I miss then alot. I wonder how Ellysa been doing. Hidayah, Siti, Aida, Lina, Nat, Shasha plus my one & only bitch, NURUL SHAFIQAH! Ohh yeaaa, not forgeting my shortey, TORN! I wanna meet u guys real soon. Please plan for some outings during this upcoming holidays. pls pls.

Sometimes school is getting bore each day passes. ITE ( its the end ), is just sucks big time. It is so different then secondary school life. Though this is just the 1st semester, yet it is so suckish. Well, I still love my closest peeps in class. ^^

Tomorrow celebrating cousin's birthday @ sembawang. Gonna rush there after school. So pathetic sia. But then, this is her last birthday celebration in singapore after that she have to fly off to PK. I'm so gonna miss her & her two beautiful kids; Zameer & Zahira.

So yeaa, thats all for now.

27/10/08 ; I still miss you.

Birthday Girl

2009-03-05T09:37:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish my dearest babygirl ...
HAPPY SWEET 17th BIRTHDAY.
May life's brightest joys illuminate your path,
& may each day's journey bring you closer to your dreams!
LOVED, & always MISSED.
hugs & kisses.

IMYSM

2009-02-28T23:19:00.005+08:00

Hello, I fucking updating now.
hehex!

Ok today was ok ok baby, partly suckish.
Well, shall not elaborate. I'm so sorry Constance & Ihsan.
Especially my dearest tortoise. Planned was cock up!
pfft~

Min babygirl, thanks for wishing me by posting in ur blog.
aww~ so sweet of u syg.
Miss you laa, meet up soon tau.
Love you, muacks. hugs^^

***

I'm missing you so much. Everywhere I go, I smell the perfume of urs. Everything I see, it reminds me of you. Cheesecakes? Milk? Blue? ????? Everytime I looked @ the bear u gave, I smiled. , remembering that u're someone so special to me once. Here, I just wanna thank you for eveything you have done for me.

I LOVE YOU STILL ......
271008

happy bday to me.

2009-02-28T00:19:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 17th birthday to me.
The happiest bday I had.

Went downtown east to collect my cheque.
I really had fun with my banquet friends.
They are ohh-so-sweeeeeeeeeeet!
They surprised with cheese cake.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~
Thanks CONSTANCE, IHSAN, JOSHY, YIP PEI, CHEE MAN!
I love you guys alot.

Had a bday celebration with my family.
this year had a black forest chocolate cake.
YUMMY! =p

So yeaaa, I'm looking forward for tomorrow.
gonna get drunk, yay!

Ok, gotta go. nights!

3days post

2009-02-25T09:06:00.002+08:00

In school now, blogging.
Quite buzy nowadays to update.

Well, I'll start of with saturday.
Indian wedding buffet dinner, worked on that day.
It was ohh-so-fun. With the awesome people.
Cons, Faisal, Yip Bei & More.
Haha! Cons & myself wore illegal shoes to work.
wakaka! kena screwed from abang. sorry-.-"
(excusable la kan!) lols!
Work ends @ 1.30am. decided to ton @ pasir ris park.
While later uncle sham called not letting us lepak. haha!
He asked us to come to his place. & so lepak @ his place watched dvd,
& slept for few hours.
6am we make a move to go home. reached home @ 8am.
& guess what! I sleep like a pig! OMG! can u imagine I slept @8am-12mid.
WHAT THE FUCK! I can't believe I was so so tired, I dont know why. pfft~

Monday, cabot school @ 12 again, during break time.
lepak outside school, play cards. haha!
Met cons @ simei ite. Filza accompanied.
"Eh love, my school is then yours. You got 77street, I got 99street"
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA! Erikal & friends lepak together with us.
I miss him so much. Last I saw him was few months back @ work.

Tuesday, came for p.e only.
attendence form school is still ZERO!
lols! lepaked with nana. Wan came to meet us.
planned to meet Lina @ tampines. But planned changed.
Due to something. So we planned to lepak yishun.
Nana & FIl, our plan did works. LOLS!
We got that "Drama skills" aye? (:
& so then, While lepak, ada hal.
We go 213 to settle. I met tortoise after that.
I'm not sure what happen in the end.

For today, NO PLANS?
hahahahah. not sure.

♥♥♥♥

While I was with you, I didn't play shit behind your back.
unlike you MR! & stop putting me in fault whereas ur are to be blame.
Partly its my falut, I broke my promises.
I have a reason to it. I can't stand it anymore, &so I back off.
I don't wanna keep this feeling of hurt anymore.
Its killing me silently with ur attitude u're showing towards me.

Afterall I think, I'm so useless.

agree? BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Well, I won't stress up myself.
I still got my dearest lovable friends.

Ok now, gotta go.
break time soon.

):

2009-02-19T09:03:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST, ALIFF.

On your birthday, special one.

I wish that all your dreams come true.
May your day be filled with joy,
Wonderful gifts & goodies too.
I wish you fine & simple pleasures.
I wish you many years of laughter.
I wish you all of life’s best treasures.
I wish you happily ever after friend!
Happy Birthday!

____________
Sorry for not updating.
Not feeling well those past few days.
2days MC, rest @ home.

Well, theres nothing for me to post.

sepi ku rasa kalau kau tiada.

plans.

2009-02-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

Theres alot alot plans this couple of months.
February.
March.

February - My upcoming birthdays.
alot of outings. With who 1st?
This really giving me a hard time to decide.
Firstly celebrating with my family.
secondly, with Aliff.
Thirthly, who to who? I'm still thinking.

March - Outing with ITE mates.
planning to go KTV.
Adventure? But but, not perfectly planned.
Sentosa either on feb or march holidays.
lotsa planning.

This year valentine is so suckish.
I'M HAPPY! (:

boring day.

2009-02-13T17:23:00.012+08:00

Today absent from school.
I just don't have the mood to go school.
Maybe because I don't like seeing his face.
irritating & sickening face of his.
STOP BOTHERING ME CAN? I don't entertain people like you.
I heard people saying you want every girl you see.
going around flirting & asking number.
Excuse me MR. I'm not that typical kinda girl,
who entertain guys like you. please, I got someone else in my heart.
You hurt my friends feelings, & yet you still dares to have me.
Thanks for all the compliments of yours, I appreciate it.
But it doesn't change my mind. Even not alittle bit!
I'm sorry if this hurts you. You're just too desperate.
Getta life, I got taste. Expensive taste. PFFT~

★★★★★
So today, when lepak @ sembawang.
supposed to meet Collin today to take our cheque.
Then, last minute changes. -.-"

So heres some pictures, enjoy.

pictures.

2009-02-11T21:05:00.014+08:00

Here's the pictures loves.

outing with ite mates

2009-02-08T10:56:00.002+08:00

Friday outing with my ITE mates, was superb awwwesome!
I love that day alot!
Met Fil, Mai, Hafiz & Radin(RADEN), ^^ @ bugis mrt station.
Pfft~ planned to meet @ 1pm sharp, as usual I'm always late.
hahahaha! sorry darlings. So proceed to bugis street.
Fil brought the spear& lips stud. pierced for her!
well, that was fast, aye Fil? hahahahha.
Then we off to faiz plaza to meet Zaki & Apit.
They are late! sooooooooooooo late! Pfft~
hahaha, we off to marina to have lunch.
after that, the gerek part. We when to play pool.
hahahahahhahah! bessssssssssst.
Nana & Dino came.
After pool we proceed to marina stairs, to chill with Mantooy.
Tapi malam semakin mendaks, we went to lepak @ Memo.
Teehee^^ I MISS APIT & MANTOOY!
We are not in same class aready. pls apply for april intake! ):

pictures will upload soon.

aliffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff ,

2009-01-29T19:03:00.007+08:00

3month anniversary was lovely.
plan to wild wild wet was canceled.
we when to Sentosa instead.

Well, let the picture do the talking.

I just love him alot.

muacks.

3rd moth anniversary

2009-01-27T08:50:00.005+08:00

I'll start of by wishing my babylove a happy 3rd months anniversary.
Forever I know you'll be here in my heart, in my arms, & when years go by I want you to know how much I love you each and every day. Every beat of my heart fills more and more with your love. I love you; thank you. I hope I make you as happy as you make me. My love, my life, my dreams, this is what you mean to me. Loving you has made my life better. I feel like something is missing in my day without you. When you hold me, everything that seemed wrong suddenly goes right.

If I haven't told you; I am so lucky to have you in my life. I adore & love you so much. You are a wonderful boyfriend & words cannot convey how much you mean to me. I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care.
Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, & it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful & most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be your "girlfriend". I knew that you were Mr. Perfect. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me. I love you for all eternity. Again, thank you, Baby.
_____

Meeting baby soon.
gonna get wild& slashy.
LOLS! muacks.

i love u still.

2009-01-22T20:49:00.004+08:00

I know that I'm not perfect like she is. I know I'm not that type of girl for you. I konw I did not win ur heart like she do. Things changed so fast now. You changed. Its obvious. I know I changed too, but my love towards you never change, instead my feelings for is deeper each day since the moment we met. you change me alot, to a better person. you shown me whats love. Now, I just got this unusual feeling that it keeps me bugging too. I felt that u still loves ur ex girlfriend alot. still cares for her, & still need her. I'm not mad, I do understand. But somehow, I felt abit jealous. though I'm strong on the outside, but I have a little heart like every girls have. I just want u to tell me the truth, thats all. I've gone through shits, ALOT! This kinda thing happen before. Now, I just wish that things wont repeat. I dont wanna lose u, again because u're all that I ever wanted. I know that I'm not there when u needed me sometimes. But doesn't mean u should take advantage.

I know sometimes u're bored.
Well, think aye.

so today ...

2009-01-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

Met baby today, after 4days of not meeting him.
pfftt~ I miss him too much.
Accompany baby to take his ultered uniform @ tampines.
I'm still confuse. why of all place tampines? LOLS!
outta his mind I think, hmm.
Ok after that off to yishun to fetch mira.
lepaked with Sasha,& other. (lodsa names to mention)

Now, I miss baby already.
baby I need you. ):
Tomorrow meeting aye. ^^
____

Basically today, nothing much in school.
quite alot escape after the break @ 12pm.
lesson was quite boring today.
I cabot @ 2pm,& met baby @ cityhall. LOLS!
I'm sorry baby, I promise I won't do this so often
gagagagagagga~

gotta go now.
wash up& sleeping time.^^
I Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee BD.
always,& forever.

school.

2009-01-19T22:02:00.004+08:00

today school was normal.
12pm cabot go lepak already. LOLS!
supposed to end school @ 5pm. (too clever already) ^^
tomorrow starts school @ 8am. I'm coming @ 10am.
Lazy to go P.E. (:

___
Whats wrong with baby nowadays?
having PMS eh? Hmmm..
pftt~ chill aye.
talk to me once ur ok.
I love u still no matter what.
muackssssssssss.

not in good terms with bby.

2009-01-18T21:24:00.005+08:00

I'm so sorry baby for the last minute changes.

I know u're mad @ me. I'm so so sorry. ):

Supposing, today meeting baby.
His accompanying me to collect my last week pay.
last minutes changes, didn't get to meet him.
abang take for me already.
Ok, its my fault to tell him last minute.
but partly, I don't know this thing would happen.

Baby, why wouldn't u reply my messages?
It this so bad? I don't think so.

Well, all I can say is "Shits happens".
agree?

♥♥♥
School is super great.
It is way toooooooooooooo different from secondary school.
I'm in electronic technology in Macpherson campus.
Same school with my sisterlup, Nana. but but, different course.
pftt~ How I wish baby, constance,& jiwe 399 in the same school with me.
-.-'

ok, I gotta go now.
Sleeping early tonight, schooling @ 8am.

♥♥♥
Sayang, u have changed my life completely. U're the one who makes me beautiful. U're the one who makes me strong. U're the one who makes me feel so important; u're everything to me. You show ur love to me every day. I thank God that I have found a man like u. Please forgive me for my wrong-doing towards u. I know I'm harsh sometimes. But still, I love u so much. Muacks.

boring day today

2009-01-10T11:12:00.001+08:00

I'm updating now yeaa.
Lols!

So today, gonna stay @home the whole day.
Don't feel like going out.
I'm so tired this past few days.
Grghh~

Met baby every single day.
Yet, still missing him alot now.
Pftt~

Ok, gotta go now.
Shall update those spore flyers pics soon.

I love u aliff.
Muacks.

new year.

2009-01-05T10:12:00.003+08:00

so here I am updating.
LOLS!

NO MORE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!
pftt~
1. No more getting scolded for coming late.
2. No more getting scolded for skipping class.
3. " " sleeping during lesson.
4. " " chased out from class.
5. " " smoking in the toilet.
& MORE ! Lols. I'm so gonna miss secondary school life.

New years celebration was awesome!
I wasn't drunk, trust me. ^^
I want more outing with gf's, please.

February is coming real soon.

planed for the chalet already.
celebrating with my baby this year.
both birthday falls on february. LOLS!
loved.
My friends, you're freaking invited for this aye.
shall text u further information . (:

Been very buzy lately.
shall update my blog more often aye. ):

BBY! I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH.
MISS YOU. muacks.

loving him more.

2008-12-30T00:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just gets too irritated.
afterall I think back they bring me up.
but somehow, they really really get me so mad.
All I need is patient. I don't wish to repeat the past.
whats bygones is bygones. My mistakes.
I do things without thinking. & I take things for granted.
I'm sorry for everything.
I just want things to be perfect like before.
_________________________

SHOOTS! ignore the above post.
too emotional. (:

This is the angry part.
I'M FUCKING WORKING ON NEW YEAR's EVE!
DAMN! THIS IS SO "grhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
obviously ku akan mintak alek cepat, arnd 2am.

I miss my girlfriends too much.
I miss 399, there is where we belong.
countdown, I wanna meet u girls.
Do text/buzz me further about it.
I'll be waiting darlings. (:

I love baby alot.
muacks.
My life is better when you are around.
happiness is then found. Complete is my life with you.
I am thankful for all you do.

2months.

2008-12-27T00:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Aliff,

I want to start by wishing you Happy 2mths anniversary.
You have no idea how much I love you.

I know you don't need another reminder because I tell you a thousand times a day how much I love you, but I do & that is my only way to show you. I love the hundred ways you show me how much you love me, & I know my simple words can never compare.

From day one, I knew there was something in you that no other guy had. You are the most AMAZING guy I have ever known. Thinking back to the strange way we met, how we grow so close in just a few short days, and how you were the first one to show me the meaning of true love, it makes me smile and fall all over for you again.

Baby, you make my heart beat faster each time I see you, and you give me butterflies when you kiss me. You are the one I want to hold for the rest of my life. In your arms is where I belong.

Ever since you walked into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, & it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful & most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometime I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Always and Forever Yours,
Nasreen.

blueehhhhhhhh~

2008-12-03T16:36:00.004+08:00

I'M BORED !
SOMEONE PLEASE ASK ME OUT!
I'M FUCKING BORED RIGHT NOW!
grhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

I miss you BD.
I love you still, BD.
muacks.

There are reasons we met, reasons for the good& the bad times,
& more importantly, a reason to an end.
We have more to learn, more to experience,
& more loving left in this lifetime.

random

2008-11-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

so here I am blogging.
Been weeks that I've last updated my blog.

working experience for me is more challenging.
very different from schooling.
still, working is great.
with wonderful friends working together.
I'm happy working @ downtown east.
LOLS!

miss my soul bitches alot.
I'm so gonna meet u girls soon.
________________________________

take my words.
If u love me, accept me the way I am.
If u really love me, u would wait for me till enternity.
& so now u decide.
partly its my fault, but afterall I'm giving u chance to think.
I'm sorry for everything Aliva.
love& miss.

...

2008-11-11T11:33:00.001+08:00

I'll update soon.
SORRY BABLOVES!
been working everyday.
shall update very soon.
loves, muacks.

BD

2008-11-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

sort things out.
talks things smoothly.
everything is settled.
thanks alot to Baby.

I'M ATTACHED TO BD.
I mean patched. LOLS!
Love you so much hunneh.

Whenever life seems to drift you away from me, I can't help but cry.
You've grown to be such a part of me that without you life is no more than a desperate sigh. They do say love comes and goes, & to that I disagree.
So, here's my hand, take it& don't let go of me.

i need you

2008-10-31T19:57:00.003+08:00

SEJARAH MUNGKIN BERULANG.

Its hard for me to forget you, love.
We have no choice, but have to sacrifise.
You're the key to my heart.
I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone.
How can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when your all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can't see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?

Maybe in few years time, we have the chance to be together.
you are scared maybe my love towards you will fade.
baby, u are the only one I wanted, trust me.
This is not the chance for us now, maybe in future.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good& the bad times,
& more importantly, a reason to an end.
We have more to learn, more to experience,& more loving left in this lifetime.

If I can't have you, at least i was able to know I had you.
I LOVE YOU BD.
so much ...

i love u still.

2008-10-30T13:52:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU STILL!
I'm sorry. Goodbye!

ended,

2008-10-30T12:08:00.001+08:00

Between us has officially ended.
Everything happes for a reason.
only us knows.

My love..
I must accept fate eventhough it kills me deep inside.
I'm so hurt now, can't help myself to stop crying.
I fell in love with you. Now I don't know it will ended up this way.
We have to sacrifise. better of friends? I don't know.
I love you too much. tooo much !
How much I'll miss you, you'll never know.
Or how much my heart will feel the sorrow, you'll never know.
Even though it makes me so hurt;
I'll love you forever, I know. I'll cherish the memories
& so this is why I hope you happiness.
Please try to forget about me, please.
As I think of the time& places, when& where,
was indeed a wonderful memories.

Thanks for everything my love.
loves, sachiko.

2008-10-29T09:42:00.007+08:00

I would like to wish my beloved cousin,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY.
MD. HANAFI aka. Ehpie.
I love you still, don't ever forget me aye.
We have been through ups& down.
but we still manage to run through all the hard obstacles.
even though we ain't close like before,
always remember you'll always remain in my heart.
_____________________--

so today...
going out to wisma then to fais plaza.
meeting bond @ 11am
I'm just so tired now. urrghhh~

I MISS BABY DRAGON ALOT !
I've fallen in love with you& I'll never let you go.
I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know.
& if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say,
but I'll never stop loving you, each& every day.

attached.

2008-10-28T21:33:00.001+08:00

23:57:32, 27-10-08
I'M OFFICIALLY TAKEN.
all his, one& only.

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.
baby love ..
Time will prove my love to you& cement my place in your heart forever.
For time will give me the credibility& the believability that I need to convince you to,
You are mine. There's no other one for me.
Keep in mind, you make my life complete.
& for now on, we'll make love endlessly because you're mine.
You're the one that I'll keep for all time.

you are the one that I've been looking for,
the one that captured my heart,
the one that makes me FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU DEEPLY.
baby, I promise I'll be ur best girlfriend.
I hope theres no communication breakdown, or break ups.
If we are meant to be together forever,
we will survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to us.

I knew that forever was in your eyes the moment I saw you smile.
aww baby, I love you too much.
Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time.
You'll be with me for all eternity.

out with Aliva.

2008-10-27T10:55:00.003+08:00

& SO YESTERDAY ....
lols, it was totally awesome.
I really enjoy being with him.

met Aliff @ around 5.30pm.
down to vivo city.
Ok this part, sedih sey crite house of bunny @ 0015.
& thats midnight, siape sey nak tengok. LOLS!
So decided to watch "Momma's Boy" instead.
the show starts @ 2125. Hahs! brought tickets.
& we just slack around vivo for 2hours +, so yeaa.
sat @ the 1st floor open space.
sat under the stars, LOLS! see the monorale.
blue always meets up with green.
(: Aliff, you& I know this.
hahs! & of course not forgetting.
3mins of "bobal sat-sat". LOLS!
then, @ around 2100 when when inside the cinema.
the movie was great! *winks*
after the movie ended, we rushed to the mrt station.
Just in time for the last train. hmm..
reached home @ 1am sharp.
Thanks Aliff for sending me home.
(sanggop sey antar me alek sedangkan theres no more bus or train.)
so after that he called me straight when he reached home.
atleast he called me, so that I would know that he reached home safely.
LOLS!

I'M SO GONNA MISS YESTERDAY WITH YOU.
Miss you alot, baby dragon.
Shall see you soon aye. (:

I cant take this any longer.

2008-10-26T09:19:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating.

I'm so sorry Martin.
you never once understand me.
you like to jump in conclusion.
WHY must you think negative about me?
Ape salah I buat kat u?
Sigh~ WELL , IT'S UP TO YOU AYE !

Meeting Aliff later arnd 5pm.
Awwwwwwwwwwww~
Miss him. (:

This morning was totally __.
Received msg from him.
Well, I don't know If his serious,
joking, sarcastic or _____________, I DONT KNOW!

Ok sucked up times.
This isn't getting any better.
When will this end?

boring post

2008-10-22T11:49:00.005+08:00

I'm bored now.
Nothing to, so decided to update.
Actually theres nothing much I wanna talk about today.

Just that I miss my friends alot.
Looking forward to meet them very soon.
I MEAN VERY SOON!
& I miss my bitch ALOOOOOOOT!
Nurul shafiqah Binte .......................
(mampos lau ku tulis name bapak die.)
LOLS! Meeet up soon, meet up soon.

My one,& only; Bitch partner.

___________________________

& so..
Meeting Aliff on sunday.
When was the last I saw him eyh?
LOLS! Sachiko miss Baby Dragon. (;

The only thing that matters is just following your heart
& eventually, you'll get it right.

LOLS! ok this is stupid.

whats more now?

2008-10-21T10:37:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun.
When to penisullar with bond.
brought those stuff that my brother requested.
Then off to lunch @ long john.
Naek train turun yishun balek, balek jap amek barang nak gi swimming.
Then met Faiz, some of their technical friends,& Isa.
Off to chua chu kang swimming pool.
& guess what. MONDAY CLOSED !
punye laa sort ku. jalan jaoh-jaoh, atlast closed.
celake binawei betol.

& lepak arnd chua chu kang jek.
@ 6.30, faiz uncle fetch us from there.
We went explore pat dlm lorry.
GEREK tau, but then I forgot those places we when.
all i remembered was "seletar", "war cementry".
LOLS!
___________________

so today;
Nazrul msg-ED.
" after so long that I've waited to patch-ED back with u.
now I realized that u're playing behind my back.
My friends been telling me u with other guys outside.
u got a boyfriend.
Why must u do this to me? "

My reply was;
" says who? u believe ur friends more then me?
Hey, don't regret if 1day u would know the truth.
Always remember I was faithful towards u all this while.
u never change; u always think negative about me.
Sampai disini sahaja laa Nazrul; OFFICIALLY ENDED! "

there's nothing for me to prove now aye?
its up to those people who wants to pull me down.
Well, who cares? critise me more, & u're making me famous.'
are u people jealous or what ? or I must say, u people have no life?
GET A LIFE SUCKERS !
All I can do is, watch& LAUGH OUT LOUD !

I miss baby dragon laa.
aww~ Aliff Aliva. *winks*

penat laa!

2008-10-19T21:28:00.003+08:00

home now, at last!
LOLS! tired shopping with mamy 2days straight.
absolutely GREAT!
thank mamy for the treats.
I LOVE YOU MAMY !

tomorrow going out again.
with bond to penisular.
buying tattoo stuff that my brother requested.
________________________

Here now, I would like to wish my dearest abang saudare;
Md. Fendi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
Die da 18yrs old sey, besok da amek class motor.
senang-senang lau da pass, leh tompang Nas kan?
LOLS!

To dearest Martin.
I'm sorry, I know I hurt u alot.
But u never understand me.
Haish~ I'm so sorrrrrrrrrryy ! ):
shall meet up soon aye.

him ?

2008-10-18T16:29:00.003+08:00

been out every single day.
not too active in blog-ING, friensta-ING,& msn-ING.
LOLS!

status is complicated now.
he says I changed alot.
I take friends 1st then him.
" ku pentingkan kawan lebih. "
OMG! so u see, I'm NOT the old Nasreen u knew.
or maybe NOT the old Nasreen that ~~stolen ur heart~~.
(like u said) Well, the thing is I've promised myself.
My heart is now no longer for love. I realized I'm still young.
I don't want any "king-controlling" or whatever else.
the thing is, u can't force me to change myself; the old Nasreen.
Love me for who I am, now.

today outing with my girlfriend(s), I can't make it.
going out with mummy instead.
I'm sorry gfs, I hope u girls understand aye.
Da lame ku da tk kuwa ngan mak ku.
sekali sekale jek. shall planned for next outing aye?
pretty soon when everyone can make it.

gonna dye my hair back to black soon.
(atlast, phew~ cus` my hair sucks)
going for interview @ downtown east.
ishk~ I'm lazy to work now.

ok now, I got new close friend.
err.errr.... close-friend? ntah eyh.
LOLS! *sheesh*
& so aliff.
aliff ohh aliff ...

why me?

2008-10-15T10:00:00.003+08:00

Ohh NAZRUL ...
things changed so fast, without noticing .
I'm being selfish. I realized I've hurt him so much.
His love was true. I'm so ego, that I'm no giving him chances.
Can't change the fact that I still love him.
but thing keep bugging me. I'm still young.
I still need to think about me future.
ok, its true that he could support me.
Well, I just can't depend on him only. agree?

My friends doesn't agree much on his decision.
though its sweet. but sometimes, we should think of the other side.
I realize it is time to let you go. I will always love you,
& your spirit will always live on.
Your shadow has left an imprint on my heart forever.
________________________

This morning something got me shocked.
Someone msg-ed that broke me into tear.
Only myself know what happened.
Sigh~ I hope this isn't true.
Why must this happen. after 1 problem, & another.
WTF! where's the ending ?
The fact is this isn't being fair to me.

To this special someone;
You said you loved me.
you promised to be here forever together forever.
remember?
I guess what people say it true that you will never be good enough.
you proved to me that you're the only one.
I'm lost in thoughts, I love you so much.
but the lies it hurts, the promise to be together.
the way you said you loved me, the dreams you told me of our future.
Well, I cant believe I trusted you. now i cry myself to forget you.
all the lies they will hurt forever.
i love you more then anyone but i guess I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm a loser, I'm worthless,& imperfect but i guess i should thank you.
you shown me how to love.
empty promise.
you said you'd never leave me, you said that you will always be here.
why did you lie to me? like everyone else?
the thoughts of suicide rush though my head.
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
sigh~

Please, made this isn't true.
please, I love you so much like no other do.

tired

2008-10-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

saturday open house was "ohh-so fun".
LOLS! alot came. pri/sec & outsiders came.
Hees(: mamy counted arnd 100+ people came to ur house.
so tired like fuck afterall it was great.
Ehem, I must say Aliff was super cute. *winks*
ok, ALIFF? sheesh; cut the topic.

sunday went raya-ING with my girlfriends.
6 houses altogether. pics will be uploaded in my friendster.
not with me now. soon aye? =P

gosh, 3days straight slept for only 2hrs or less.
TON TON & TON. (eyebags maken menjadi-jadi)
gonna get enough rest.

just can't wait for saturday.
out with my close friends.
nana, lysa, fahmi, some of fahmi's friends, aida, aida's bf, lina, cons .......
& Nazrul is joinning us too.
ok, OMGOMGOMGOMG !
tkmoh pikir bukan-bukan.
kawan jek, not more then that . LOLS!
friends please do make it aye?
tkmoh last minute tau.
sad that Ika can't make it. baru nak kuwa sama-sama.
rindu die giler babe. my one,& only bitch.

ok signing off now.
very tired, gonna get some rest.

bitch

2008-10-10T10:00:00.006+08:00

Looking forward for our so called "399" chalet/pit.
haven confirm the date. but its confirm; the location @ downtown.
my friends do turn up aye ?
That will be our gathering. as we will be very buzy working,& stuff after that.
The chalet will be for 1week. hahs!
Gerek kan ? November aye. to those I know, do turn up if u wanna.
I would very happy.

& N level finally over.
I'm so gonnaaaaaaaaaaaa miss my friends in sch.
plan for gathering lehx.
_________________________________

Ok now to those fuckard mother fucking assholes.
U can hurt me, but not with my friends.
NOT EVER; over my dead body.
I'm so gonna break anyone mouth when the truth is out.
Especially to u boy, watch ur way.
Mulot itu alas ckit ahh.
Still haven learn ur lesson uh?
Abg saudare ku da kasi same ko dulu, mulot pecah kan.
skrg adek saudare die nak ko. amcm ? ok go pe?
please laa, perangai tkmoh jadi mcm jantan sundal.
mulot mcm pantat ayam siol. kalah mulot betina.
well, whatever happens watch the way u are going.
haha.

out soon. meeting my babygirls.
got some shits to settle.
ok ciowz.

260307 is the day → ♥ 1yr 7months.
I love YOU aye.

boring

2008-10-07T10:35:00.002+08:00

I'M BORED @ HOME !
damn it.
I wanna go out, pls.
Anyone ask me out. gahh~

Nazrul asked for patch.
Well, I don't bother.
Not giving sympathy too.
His mama text me,& told me his changes when He was me,
& his changes now. Well, who cares.
His mama mengharapkan ku membeli peluang kedua untuk DIE !
Fuck sia. How can I escape ?
Ohh well, there's always a solution right ?

I'm happy now with my life.
I'll just gonna keep it to myself.
Right dear?

haha

2008-10-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

Finally, broke up with NAZRUL.
No more "king controlling" or shits.
THNKS ! & Everything is over.
after so many times me asking for break.
atlast he approved! pheww~
Just that I cannot take his attitude.
I HATE HIS SUCKISH ATTITUDE.
MATERP TYPE.
SO IRRITATING. URGHH~
Well, finally now its over.
SEJARAH TAK AKAN BERULANG !

Now, single life is better.
Tak makan hati siol.
Adios.

Officially Ended!
220808(2050)-011008(2045)

To Nazrul;
MATREP MATREP MATREP !
Sorry eyh ku bukan minahrep nak bbl ngan ko gitu mcm punye care.
Ko bleh uh bbl sat-sat same ku. Tapi pls uhh, ku tk mcm ko.
Ko nak ku respect ko, ko respect ku dulu uh.
Care ko ubah dulu uh siol.

2008-09-29T22:28:00.004+08:00

didn't update for 3days aye ?
Hahs! due to buzy with "Hari Raya" preparation.

Saturday : Went geylang with Shah, Mamy, Papa,& Mira.
When shopping. Brought my baju raye alrdy. This year family White.
Haha. Baju raye ku rimas sak ! ughhhhhhhhh~ irritating.
I swear I'm gonna wear it once, which is on the 1day of raye.
THAT'S ALL ! after that I'm gonna chuck that in my cupboard.
FOREVERRRRRRRRRR; & i mean it.

Sunday : Stayed @ home the whole day.
Did house cleaning,& help mamy bake cookies.
haha. tiring day. =P

& so today.
Had physics, chemistry,& maths paper 1.
macam sial sak paper itu semua.
whatever it is, ITS OVER !

after school LEPAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !
done.

Well, now something got me really shock.
Ok, Constance the only one knew.
I'M CONFUSED ! sigh~
I'll think about it yaw .
(shall not elaborate more)

To B : I don't know why ...
I guess I have to tell u the truth.
My love is fading .............................
It's hard for me to love again.
Yeaa, my fault. I konw I'm hurting u know.
But partly, try to understand .
...............................................................................
...............................................................................
...............................................................................
...............................................................................
...............................................................................
.................. I hope u understand .

& so that's all.
shall update soon.

tired laa

2008-09-25T20:27:00.005+08:00

today meeting with my babygirls canceled.
due to some reasons.
nak kemas umah lor. huakhuak! Nas rajin dok. =P
& so, while doing the house chores.
Md. Shahmizi call,& ajak lepak.
I told him alot of time I'm very buzy today.
still degil pulak itu nak dtg.
well, he came my place. rumah berserak!!
lepak lepak lepak lepak lepak ...............................
Hmm, miss him lur. tkmoh pikir bukan² eyh.
kite abg adekk tau. (:
Then @ 5 met constance, lepak ngan die jap.

Constance, I'm still not confirm about tomorrow.
I'm sorry if I could make it. I hope u understand kays.
Love you always. send my regards to ShimaShimy aye ? (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIMA, CONSTANCE,& KURNIAWAN!
may u guys wish come true. senyum² selalu! (:

Both pictures edited by Shah. xD

hurts alot.

2008-09-25T09:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel I need a break.
I wanna break off. But afterall, I love him.
He changed! Where's the old Nazrul whom stole my heart.
Mengapa harus ko berubah? adakah ini semua keranaku ?
It's amazing how someone can break my heart, but I still love them
with all the little pieces. Whatever it takes.
Basically, he isn't that bad. Just that I'm being patient with his attitude.
alright alright, this situation is partly my fault too.
But guys, u guys doesn't know how to be gentlemen enough ?
hah, I don't think so. Why must this always happening ?
I need guidance to get through the day,& a blade to get through the night.
Sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together.
Maybe it's better if people just give up when there's no point
in fighting for something anymore. Agree ?
Ohh well, spiteful words can hurt ur feelings but silence breaks ur heart.

He can do anything he wants that hurt me inside,
without him realizing it. But whenever it comes to me,
his being so sensitive. OMFG !
I just not strong as before.

Nazrul, kata-katamu hanye manis dibibir.
Remember I'm always faithful.
mark my words always;
KU DA LUDAH, TK AKAN JILAT ALEK EYH !
bare that in mind. (:

studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

2008-09-24T20:44:00.003+08:00

still wondering, still confuse.
shouldI accept his proposal ?
damn! He wants to engage with me.
well, WHAT THE HECK?!
I'm just 16,& I still wanna enjoy my ass off.
besides, is he outta his mind or something?
I've explain clearly to him.
"We'll talk about this in 2yrs time?"
His reply was, "Why? I wanna be serious with u."
His fear was I would leave him any point of time.
Sometimes, its stupid. Afterall, I'M STILL YOUNG !!
OMFG!
Perhaps, I know him for bloody 4yrs.
& don't tell me, he still doesn't know me well ? hmm.
GET ME OUT OF THIS SHIT ! @#$%^&*
Nazrul, do think about it aites.
I'm 16,& u're 19 ? We are still young.
perhaps, ENGAGEMENT; IT IS A BIG MATTER !

& so lets talk about today.
When study with my dearest babygirl.
I really study sia . ^^ maths tau !
good enough. in class couldn't study.
always got chase out !! so unreasonable.
tomorrow going for study again.
yay-NESS ! cam-whore again.

thats all for today folks. =P
NAZRUL THINK, THINKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !
This situation is driving me crazy .

2008-09-23T09:34:00.006+08:00

Ystd was fun fun fun,
though its kinda tiring day for me.
laugh my ass off alot.
I'm still not feeling well.
pls let me recover. ):

had a big argument with Nazrul.
Now everything is ok.
still, I do love him alot.

Now I'm feeling so sleepy.
But I don't feel like sleeping.
How stupid I am now.
ass!

listed alot of things to buy after my pay day.
- hoodie.
- converse cap.
- adidas slip on slipper/shoe.
- adidas jacket for him.
Those are the important wantings.
heh.

Ok done, i'm out now.
Well, its kinda boring post.
but still, I DID UPDATE !
peace.=P

bored

2008-09-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

woke up quite late this morning.
due to the late night call.
talked with bby. Heh!
Well, I'm missing him alot now.
2days to our 1mth anniversary.

nabuey sak die.
betol peh tkder kerje.
Suke nye msg, " B ngah wadpe ".
Bile ku daa reply, few minutes later, " B ngah wadpe? ".
Konek sak die kadang² . Haha !
perangai .....

currently having high fever.
Lost my voice, suare da mcm "Ramli Sarep" babe.
Hahs! My flu is driving me crazy.
I just need CIGARETTES ! damn it.

Canceled today outing with mummy.
She had to go back to work . Hmm.
besides, I'm not feeling well too .
Not in the shape to go out. so yeaa.

ok, till here then.
B ! LOVE YOU LAA TETEK.

survey !

2008-09-19T19:05:00.003+08:00

Im Tagged by Constance Chen.

"Pass this quiz to 10 persons."

1) Babysis.
2) Aida.
3) Minn.
4) Kak Lisa.
5) Nisa.
6) Yatie.
7) Farshy.
8) Ashikin.
9) Fazlianah.
10) Issha.

1. The Person who tag/pass you is?
Ans] Constance.

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Ans] bestfriend worth 7yrs.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Ans] short, sexy, horny, loud, asshole !
afterall, she's still like sweetness of the sugar .

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Ans] alot,& don't expect me to list everything.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Ans] " I'll always support you. "

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
Ans] She is my lover. heh!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Ans] Nothing, everything is perfect.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
Ans] NO !

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Ans] Trust me, NEVER !

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Ans ] Stand for her rights,& always supporting her.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Ans] a trustworth bestfriend.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
Ans] a bitch, heh! IDK? hmm .. =P

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Ans] I am who I am .

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ans] Is myself, get what I mean ?

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
Ans] I appreciated ! (:

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you or on a random basis. They are

1) Constance.
2) Babysis.
3) Aida.
4) Lina.
5) Dayah.
6) Ika.
7) Kak Lisa.
8) Nana.
9) Ellysa.
10) Nat.

17. Who is no. 6(Ika) having relationship with?
Ans] My Bitch partner? Hoho, she's happily swinging single.

18. Is no.9(Ellysa) a male or female?
Ans] Female.

19. If number 7 (Kak Lisa) and 10(Nat) are together, will it be a good thing?
Ans] HAHA!! I'll laugh my ass out.

20. What is no.2 (Babysis)studying about?
Ans] Err .. B, you study ape uh? =P

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3(Aida)?
Ans] Ystd, infact everyday.

22. What kind of music band does no.8(nana) like?
Ans] She's more into sentimental.

23. Does no.1(Cons) have any siblings?
Ans] 3.

24. Will you woo no.3(Aida)?
Ans] err .. huh?

25. How about number 7(Kak Lisa)?
Ans] She's agirl for goodness sake.

26. Is no. 4(Lina) single?
Ans] Happily Attached with my cousin .

27 What is the surname of no.5(Dayah)?
Ans] No surname laa stupid. but SMALL FRIES ! (:

28. What's the hobby of no. 10(Nat)?
Ans] Going toilet with me,& she's my toilet bitch.

29. Does no.5(Dayah) & 9(Ellysa) get along well?
Ans] We all jiwes laa.

30. Where is no.2(Babysis) studying at?
Ans] I Don't Know. ^^

31. Talk something casually about no. 1(Constance)?
Ans] She's always there. She's a sweetheart.

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6(Ika)?
Ans] I LOVE HER ! my one,& only bitch partner.

33. Where does no.9(Ellysa) live at?
Ans] Woodlands.

34. What colour does no.4 (Lina) like?
Ans] pink ? heh. IDK. soory linabby.

35. Are no.5(dayah) and 1(constance) best friends?
Ans] Get along well, close peeps.

36. Is no.7(Kak Lisa) the sexiest person in the world?
Ans] ohh yess. not only sexy, but hot to the mamma.

37. What is no.6 (ika)doing now?
Ans] Berak I guess.

Alright Constance, I'm done with this survey !
(:

hmm.

2008-09-18T20:59:00.009+08:00

When Cwp this afternoon with Cons.
While was @ the blues shop, bumped into Sasha,& Anoi.
Miss them laa. Anjat baby.
Basturd sia drg tk perasan itu ku.
They said my face changed alot. Hmm.
Maybe ? IDK!
so yea, Anoi met pendek.
Left Cons, Sasha,& me.
Bus-ed back to yishun. Heh!

Today actually meeting my bby.
Heh! Was too happy with my friends smpai tk msg die pun.
*sheesh* sorry B. =P
Promise I'll meet u soon.
Don't worry I won't be notty.
I'll behave. &thats my promise sayang.
Loving you always.

& to my jiwe 399.
paisey uh banyak² .
Memang ku menghilang, ku da berubah .
Tapi ku tetap pandang korang siol.
Menang dulu ku pun ade lancauwei pasal Aida.
But, GOD gave me brain to think.
Afterall, She's still my friend.
Enermy is a disease,& so yeaa.

To Nana:
Ku harap ko faham perasan ku.
yea, u may feel that we're drifting apart.
Well, in my heart u're always be there.
Ku buat gini kerane ku tak suke kawan² ku saket hati.
Ko sendiri kate yang ko tknk siape² left out, betol tak.
Tapi ku tgk, ko ngan Lina semua.
Ini bukan ku kate kerane ku saket hati siol.
Ku bbl straight punye.
Ko ckp yang ku da jadi sisterlurp Aida.
Salah ke ku berkawan same die.
Die pun kwn ku, kite orang jugak pe.

To Lina.& Dayah.
Ini ku tak tau uh, lau ku tulis gini korang nak ckp ape, ckp uh.
Ini bukan ape, ku da lame perhatikan,& da lame simpan.
menang korang & siape² laa tk suke Aida peh care.
Kite semue da bobal same die, betol ?
Lagi ape lagi yang krg tk puas hati? org pun ader peransan siol.
ape sak mau gado², anti sini sane.
Favour uh, kite semue da matured, malu tau.
Bedek uh lau krg pikir die tk penah tolong krg.
Think aites.

To Sasa.
Ur always be my babygirl.
My love-ABLE cousin.
Kite semenjak sec1 kite rapat.
buat jahat same².
Tkkn ko tak paham perasan ku ?
Sa, kite tk penah gado.
Gado pun kejap, kerane kite ade otak utk pikir.
Kite susah senang same², agree ?
Ini bukan ku tk pandang ko, tapi ku harap ko paham uhh.
Thanks for being there always.

To my girlfriends;
I HOPE U ALL READ THIS; thanks.
Satu jek uhh pesan ku, kite susah senang same².
4yrs of knowing each other.
Lets just forgive,& forget.
Well, I've been through every shit of this longlasting friendship.
so, I know how other feels.
(tk paham sendiri mau tau kays)
keeping the sisterhood strong.
Jiwe 399. sa kau kau.

Pesanan dari SACHIKO !
BARE THIS IN MIND, KU TAK SUKE ORANGLUAR MASOK CAMPUR!
TAK SUKE, BLEH BOBAL!
KU SIKIT PUN TKDER HERAN !

met baby

2008-09-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

Met bby this afternoon.
had a little arguments with him.
OMG ! since pass 2days dragged matters.
asshole. so yea, sort things out smoothly.
& now everything is alright.
well, been scolded alot.
he advice me alot.
How stupid I am to create lodsa trouble. Hmm.
He saw the tattoo on my hand.
Mangkok! api teros menirap siol die.
But then after all, everything happens for a reason.
Semua sudah berlaku, no regrets yeaa.
His like my 2nd mother to me.
seriously, he nagged like ...........................
Ok, I don't wanna say. (basturd sia Nas)
=P afterall, today was happening.
Thanks alot to B .
HE MADE MY DAY ! (:
_________________

Well friends.
I miss you all so much .
Shall meet u girls very soon.
I promise I'll come back sch during NLVLS.
Love u girls, muacks.

signing off now.
Gonna get some rest .

Gahh~ wasted! all pictures is with him.
In his hp. *angry*

sick basturd

2008-09-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

PARTLY, TODAY IS LIKE A BITCH !

To: Nazrul.
Your just another basturd in my life.
Your just making a fool out of urself.
Getta life. HAHAHA !
Just wait,& see what will happen next.
& you'll be sorry.
Sweet revenge is my favourate, dear darling .
I'm just ur little devil. Just watch your back.
Play punk with me? & I'll show my nastiness.
bare with it sooner or later hunneh.
takecare eyh.
U're just a little pin in ur fucking butt!
_______________

So yeaa, nothing much to talk about.
Not in shape.

YOU,& YOUR TWISTED WORDS!

boring !

2008-09-13T12:03:00.007+08:00

2more days meeting baby .
yay-NESS ! God, I miss him alot.
cepat laa bookout !!!!!!!!! gahh~

so yea, ystd when out with CHEN again.
hahaha. as usual, full of laughter.
Well, I realized something.
Whenever I'm with her, I really cut down on my puff.
Thanks to her alot.
Sooner or later I'll be smoke free .
Is that possible? I hope so.
So love, do go out with me often. HAHAHA !

Going out soon.
To cousins place.
They having some sort of open house.
ntah laa, what kinda occasion.

Ok done.
ciowz. =P

B. I sorry.

2008-09-09T20:10:00.006+08:00

Ignore the previous post.
I wasn't in me.
( ku terlalu mengikutkan perasaan. )

Been arguing with Bby alot each day .
Perhaps, his being too sensitive. of sudden attitude changes.
Wonders. small matter becoming big matters each day.
SO UNREASONABLE, & PATHETIC !
I just dislike the attitude his giving me nowadays.
Wheres the old him ?
whatever I told you, you simply DOESN'T CARE.
asshole, + you making it all my fault.
well, If I hate you so much, why I still love youu ? ):

I do my thing,& you do yours.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations.
& you are not here to live up mine. you are you, I am I.
& if gods willing, we shall sort thing out.
I will always be here, with you .
No matter what I'll never leave you.

Well, B I hope you think about it.
I'll give you time to change.
Just that I want you to trust me.
I'm not playing behind your back.
Now your serving Ns for 2yrs, I promise I'll wait for you.
I know you might thinking I'll be with other guy while your inside.
or maybe you think I might just get bored .
Don't think that way pls.
& of course I will be faithful to you.
By all mean, with ur old attitude.
The sweet cutely cuddly Nazrul.
Even though its hard for us to meet that often,
time clashed, & with my paitao-NESS,
doesn't mean I don't wanna spent time with u.
Understood ?

With all my heart ..
I love You so much Nazrul .
I promise I won't hurt you anymore.
I'll think twice before anything.
With you my heart will always stay. With you my thoughts will be every day.
You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away.
You are the one I will always wish was never gone.

Missing you so much.
muacks.
22.08.08; friday .
0850pm.

BABY, I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING !

cb

2008-09-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY FAMILY !
THEY SUCKS TO THE CORE !!!!!!

nas giler ..

2008-09-04T21:20:00.004+08:00

When out with CONSTANCE CHEN just now.
Aida unable to tagg along. ):
never mind next time kays.
When to hougang 1st, send Mira to her nenek's house.
Then, off to cityhall. ripcurl shop.
Cons brought the "stussy" wallet for Shima's bday.
worth it laa. $30+, can't remember. aimed that hoddie alrdy.
gonna save up! =P Love, go shopping with me again pretty soon.
so yea, then off to esplanade. chill over there, took pictures.
Cons was the photographer of the day, well of course I'm the "model".
Ehemmmmmmm .. (as she said )
Then, we decide to head down to bugis.
planned to buy tops for this coming saturday.
Meeting my bby. LOLS !
& I brought a beg too. hehex !

pictures will upload soon.
CHEN FASTER ONLINE LAA !
hahahahahahahaha.

I miss you baby.
muacks.

I seldom say I love you though the feelings are always there.
Somehow these 3 words are the hardest ones to share.
I speak my love thru some way of my own,
coz the love I feel for you is too big for words alone.
Touch my heart and you will hear,
look in to my heart and you will see,
that you will always be a special part of me.

i lv you

2008-09-02T20:03:00.004+08:00

SAYANG, SORRY FOR THOSE ARGUMENTS THAT WE HAD THIS PAST FEW DAYS.
MY FAULT. I'M BEING SELFISH,& UNREASONABLE.
THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENTS. YOU ARE MY POISON, MY DRUG,& LOVE.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW, YOU ARE WHAT KEEP ME STRONG.
You've brought sunshine into my life. you've filled me with happiness i never knew.
you gave me more joy than i ever dreamed of. & no one, no one can take the place of you.

Bby in camp now .
phft~ well, besok die kuwa jap ade appointment.
not meeting him. saturday I think.
hmm ... lom conferm eyh B .
=P

Missing u too much love.

attached/

2008-09-01T18:03:00.003+08:00

220808, our love journey begins.
love him now, always & forever .
nothing could separate us like before.
like he said . (:

I'll always pray to GOD that our love will always be strong.
We'll hold on tight,& never let go .

loving u always B.
I love the sweet things you say to me, even when I'm screaming at you.
I love how you love me -& aren't afraid to show it.
I love how you make me want to be a better person than I ever thought I could be.
But mostly, I love you. All the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes, all the surprises,
all the imperfections, all of it... just because they're yours.

I'm in love with everything about you.
the way you talk,& the way you laugh.
But most of all the way you make me smile,
& the way you make me laugh .

Happily attached !
0850pm. nazrul's baby .

miss him alot

2008-08-27T20:51:00.003+08:00

missing him alot .
wondering hows he. is he ok? or ...
sigh~ been writing letter to each other.
& surprisingly he asked for patch.
I'm confused. Well, my sister's should know why .
I hope his just doing fine inside.
praying he won't create any trouble inside.
pleaseeeeeeee ALLAH.

While all the world is asleep at night,
i stay up and think of you,& wish
upon a shooting star that somewhere
you are thinking of me too.

Can't help, but wait .

i miss her

2008-08-21T19:15:00.004+08:00

things between me,& her isn't getting better .
I wanted to be friend with her again,& ignore those things bugging me.
But something keeps pulling me back again.
I simply can't understand. Am I that Bad ? or what .
Ur friends dislikes me being friends with u,& I don't wish things to happen again.
I'm totally gave up. But, memories really reminds me of everything.
7yrs, isn't that short that we've known each other.
I really treasure it so much, but I have no choice.
Seems that u're happy with u're life, & I don't wish to disturb you.
But somehow, I really miss you so much that I can't deny.
Each day passes by, we saw each other, we seems like strangers.
sigh~ why must this happen ? I don't wish to lose u friend.
I love you still.

from the bottom of my heart.
N A S R E E N. 27~09
(ur dorine drop) =)
I MISS YOU LOVE.

Ok, prelims are finally over.
Bet, I will surely fail . haha !
whatever~

This few days, alot of things happened.
haha. good/bad, perhaps both ? =P

Tommorow might be going out since tomorrow no sch .
yey ! so meet Kak Lisa,& Lina Bonc tommorrow kays sayangs.
Gonna have alot of picture taking yaw !
ohh yay-NESS~ (:

so then ..

2008-08-14T19:18:00.003+08:00

today sch was drop dead boring !
damn !

Ok, shall talk about prelims.
Monday was the English,& Social studies.
The paper was ok, but quite challenging .
hopefully, I did well for this paper.
& so tuesday, was the bloody malay paper.
which I forever weak on .
100% fail laa. haha !
No confidence in Malay language . (:

So yeaa, today lepak with Dayah @ 399.
soon later Nat came for awhile,& ciow.
1/2 hour later Fattah came,& lepak with us. ^^

SUCH A BORING DAY !

sat plan to go cousins crib @ clementi .
over night there. should I go ? malas laa. ):

________________________

Ok, I did this poem during my free time after my malay paper .

of memories; me,& you.

wondering my times running so fast.
wondering of the time we had together.
wondering those sweet little smooches.
wondering that special times, will it return ?

why must this happen?
why can't I just let go,& get over it ?
why it is always you that I ever wanted?
why you're letting me in this situation?

crying ... all my heart out.
suffering in silence without you.
Its hurting; you bare seeing me in this condition ?

Your willing to risk losing your first love over a girl you barely know.
How stupid could you get?

national day

2008-08-10T17:48:00.006+08:00

met kak lizah ystd @ bugis arnd 4+pm.
I miss her so much,& we decide to meet after 1yr ++.
She's look different now. (:
Well, still as pretty as before.
@ 5:45 Lina reached bugis.
with mimi, the cute little thing.
I went shopping. brought 2 dress. =P

so then, @ 7 .
proceed to marina.
wahh~ people packed sia !
Hard for me to breathe though.
& bangla² pat sana amek kesempatan pegang fantat ku .
puki drg peh mak betol. & thnks to this guy, for saving my day.
whoever u are, thnks kays ! (: AINKZ !
& lina, I'm sure u know aites.

met Ehpie, Fendi, Isa, Black,& Bond @ marina Square shopping mall.
They look hot. haha ! so , then while we were waiting for Landak.
Lina gorgeous sister, Kak Lisa came & sat with us for awhile.
started cam-whoring. (:
Then We proceed outside MAC to meet Landak .
Saw some of my beautiful MIA friends.
Met :
Farshy(MW) - The pretty girl.
Titi - The cutestuff.
Keka - Hot babe.
& lots more. been months I did not come down to Marina.
Hugged them tight². aww~

then, we proceed to peni to buy drinks.
ok this part.
UNEXPECTEDLY saw Romeo.
Ehpie, Fendi, Isa, Bond, Black, & Lan salam-ED,
& talked alot.
I still felt so hurt,& asked Lina to teman me to other place.
Reason is because, I JUST HATE TO SEE HIS FACE ! *angry*
after that, my mood changed out of sudden.
SUEEYYYYYYYYYYYYY sial.
He called me alot of time, wants to meet me.
Well, I don't wish to laa.

Ok cut the topic.
So after that, When to buy absolute vodka.
with 2bottles of coke.
We sat outside peni, waited for Ehpie.
He when to send Lina to cityhall mrt .

then @ 11pm we off to yishun park.
(haha, bodo eyh, dalam bnyak² tempat nak minum pat yishun)
Everyone in that Mrt cabin was looking @ us 1kind.
haha, know why ? they were holding the vodka without plastic. CB !
show off basturds ! =P
reach-ED yishun park @ 12+am.
sat down& drank .
after 11cups of vodka with coke,& sprite; I KNOCK OFF !
haha. vomited alot.
before that everyone was kinda tipsy except me.
Well, Bond was the witness of everything we did when we were drunk.
Bond tk minum .
haha ! kecohrable. Then we cam-whoring.
slept beside Lan. Bising sak dia nyayi.
" ohh Nasreen ku sayang ..
Kau laa ku cintai ..
..............................
............................... "
& after that I forget what He sang.
FOR THE 1ST TIME LAN WASN'T DRUNK !
nabuey.
Fendi,& Isa was totally drunk.
drunken ASSHOLE ! Isa half way hard to breathe.
got me really worried.
we send him home.
Hopefully His doing fine nw.

@ 4am. We gerak from there .
felt so sleepy, & TIREDDDDDDDD.
Ehpie,& Landak send me straight home.
so sweet Lan automatically angkatkan my beg,
& hold my hand all the way. aww~ *BLUsH*
Reached home, everyone was sleeping. ):
Did not change my clothe, straight jump-ED on my bed.
The next day I woke up @ 2pm.
saw myself on the floor.
haha ! terok sak ku .
woke up, my head was spinning badly.
saw mamy sitting @ the dinning table.
haha. engan cepatnya ku straight go brush teeth,& bathe.
hahahahahaha. *sheesh*

still vomiting like fcuk laa.
& still dgr ajak ku maen pool niari .
pepek betol.

so yea, 2mllw going out with mamy .
shopping again I think .
Ohh yea, ystd the fireworks were beautiful laa.

ok I'm done now.
shall update soon.
(ku update panjang tau ni)

Once again ..
Thnks Ehpie, Fendi, Landak, Isa, Bond for taking care of me.
I know I'm like a lil'sister to u guys.
Thnks alot, I appreciate it .
I promise, I won't create any trouble anymore. (:
I LOVE YOU ALL !

Pics will upload soon.
Its with Fendi .

hardworking asshole

2008-08-05T21:11:00.006+08:00

basically, today is a fine day .
& a desperate-ly searching for lighter again .
asshole. whenever theres cigg, there will be no lighter,
or the other ways. CB OI !

so, I don't know whats happening to me nowadays.
being so hardworking,& its like OMG !
been more devoted to combined humanities.
hees(: " good job nasreen. " ok, self-praising.
& believe it or not, this is my 1st time not sleeping in class today.
hahahahah. ok, lame. well, mentioning about the fact.

looking forward this saturday.
NATIONAL DAY,& heading to esplanade.
(: there will be beautiful fireworks.
ok, whatever shits !
& can't wait to get D R U N K.
=P meet u beautiful people there.

been revising what I've learn in sch.
Made a good effort, I must praise.
AINKZ ! shall continue laaaaaaa.

HOPING TO GO AMK ITE, to study with ~~H I M~~ !
& to him, " I tk janji kosong. "
=P

Finally, I'm done now.
getting very sleepy.
& My Mr. Sexy; Firdaus, I've updated now.
*claps claps* (:

A message for u my dearest friend ;

I know we haven't been talking to each other quite sometimes,
& it may seem that our friendship has slipped apart.
But not a day goes by that I don't think of you,
You've been a great friend since past 7yrs.

I can't help but think of all the fun times that we had.
All the memories,& laughs.
The places we went together,
Smiling as we stand together in our photographs.

It's going to be hard for me to say good-bye to you,
Knowing you're going just tears me apart.
Please know that you will be missed,& that we'll be friends forever,
There will always be a place for you in my heart.

takeCAREs; my 9lover.

& ANNOUNCEMENT !
I fucking miss this fucking bitch of mine .
this stupid fucker is my fucking bitch.
=P hahas!

She's my bitch.
My only Bitch.
No one can steal. =P
blueks !

friendship !

2008-08-02T15:08:00.007+08:00

sorry for not updating.
been buzy this lately.

Romeo msg-ED unexpectedly ystd afternoon.
asked for apology.
with my type of sarcastic-NESS, he felt more guilty.
he deserve it la. ass!
attched/ step single jek. kepala buto !
standard laa desperate.
how I wish I will never met him after 4yrs.
Somehow I could just forget him,& our memories.
CB! then ystd night he still have the guts to call me.

My phone rang ...
Me : Hello?
Him : Hello you.
Me : siapa ni?
Him : Meo laa. U....
Me : ahh. apa ko nak lagi ?
Him : u, I'm very sorry. maafkan I pls!
Me : wah wah. besar telur ko ! I don't need ur forgv-ness. BYE!
Him : U, pls listen to what I have to say. I need to explain, kenapa u tknk dgr.
Me : kepala buto laa, BYE !

so yeaa, he call twice.
I did not answer.
HAHA !

& now about constance.
what the fuck !
this fucking problem kept me mad ever now,& then.

Ok, TO WHO EVER FUCKERS WHO DISLIKES ME TO BE WITH HEr.
MIND U'RE OWN FUCKING BUSINESS SWINES !
NO ONE COULD STOP ME!
7th years of friendship; NO ONE COULD SEPARATE !
& bare this in mind, i'll BREAK those fucking mouth.
I got this bad disaster; but doesn't mean I influent her.
FUCK DICKHOLE SWINES !

ok I'm done now.

i suka sekali .

2008-07-18T23:19:00.006+08:00

I'M HOMEEEEEEEEEEEE laa people.
today was a happy, HAPPYYYYYY day .
but 1 thing today, something got me very sad though. ):
my brother's so called "ex father in-law" passed away today.
sigh~ R.I.P.

ok, met adek romeo today @ hougang interchange.
desperately wanna meet me since I'm @ hougang.
asshole ! didn't saw him at 1st, forget those features.
of course laa, it was past 4yrs last I met him.
ok, weird part. he saw me, & whistled.
we both walk towards each other, with tears of joy.
he hugged me,& kissed me. aww ~
(ok stoppit da mcm drama hindustan)
walk² to hougang mall with his friend, Black;
a happy-go-lucky guy. (:
well romeo smokes alot, talks alot, smiles alot, NOTTY ! =P
so then lepak-ED so called "rooftop" smoking area, he wants to take pictures with me.
& WTH! I'm ugly laa today. mati² nak jugak !
tak abes ngan negro,& pariya. BELOOOOOOO !
he keeps on saying I look like Siti NurHa.....
tetek betol, I hate her ! *angry*

ohh well, today is a happy day for me,& love(cons).
awwwwwwwww~ i miss those times. =P

tomollow sasa's pit I'm coming.
yay-NESS ! romeo is coming too, with his friends.
(: ton,& gonna explore "Wak Hassan".
scare siow, not confident ! errrrrrrrrrr.

ok I'm done.
outz, adiossssssssss !

my ex

2008-07-18T10:28:00.004+08:00

absent from sch again, & AGAIN !
hehex. now at LOVE's house blogging.

& CURRENTLY, chatting with my ex; ADEK ROMEOOOOOOOOOO !

i miss him so much. after 4yrs lost contact.

This past 4yrs his sincerely finding for my friendster desperately.

& OMG ! now, he found.

only god know how happy he is. AINKZ ! =P

sigh~

he still remember those times when I was with him.

was suprised that he still keep my heart shape-ed love that i gave him.

for 4YRS!! believe it or not. & lots more.

i missssssssssss him so much. ):

aww~ ok I'm done now.

chatting with him makes me forget everything.
& I'M HAPPY, HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY !!!

sad !

2008-07-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

absent again from sch .
when to sembawang. ...........................
malas nak cerita, cus' not important.
then meet Fendi, lepak-ED with him.
Met Bond at chong pang, accompanied him to have his hair cut.
then all the way lepak-ED at 362, since we were too early to meet our friends.
reach-ED 362 at 1pm, & sch ends at 2.30pm. hmph~ 1hr,&1/2. (:
then, all the way leak-ED 399.

& TODAY IS A VERY SUEY DAY !
nabuey laa. i just hate it laa.
heard somthing about him from my friends.
ohh damn it ! I just wish it won't be the truth.
something about LAN. ):
simply, I just can't accept the fact laa.
who should i believe ? ): hmm ..

wondering should I come to sch 2mllw ?
cus' i just don't feel like it. ):
ok done for now.
currently sms-ING with Lan.
ignoring him pretty soon.
(If I could) sigh~