nice!
Thursday, January 31, 2008 9:46 PM
Argued with Baby just now.
Actually since ystd! Ok fcuked, my fault.
I started it, & i admit it. Sorry):
Ahdog gets to find out. DAMN!
His hurt; REAL HARD. Shuts!
Baby told him. =.='
Ku pasarah. ):
My friends said, i chose the Mr. wrong guy?
OMG! Is that the fact? Ok, see what happen next.
Blah blah blah!
Lepaks at 399.
Everyone is getting closer now.
Sasa? Hahs! Finally we settled down.
So sweet of her. She wrote a letter to me.
(mcm nak nangis gitu kans) love you so much.
Then at 4++ when in sch. Nana, Sasa & myself.
Decided to lepaks in sch! gerek kacau org.
& making alot of noises mcm sch bapak kite sial!
Lepaked with Ayu, Nadia, Fruhana.
Nice juniors. Hahs!
6pm; after baby finished Rugby, meet baby, argued laa!
Hahs! Gave up. But then i think back, its my fault after all.
So yea, good terms with him now. *winks*
i apologized. ):
At 7++, when np with mamyBONC, dadyEHPIE, Iman & Mira.
Meet Love, & the off home. Took bus to chong pang!
Accompanied Love to change her skinnies.
Then, when to LGS; mamam. Love blaja lagi.
Aww~ Love you laa! I own u now.
& favour ey! Sepakkan baru tau.
LOVE: Remember those guys looking at us?bloddy WEIRD! desperates.Wakaka. (:
& TORN;
i realised something.
We have changed! So yea, will u be there when i need u ..
again? I wonder.
Sigh~
2mllw not going to sch.
tired. + theres p.E & i'm lazy!
Macam biasa jugak laa kans.
Maybe meeting B laa.
Ok done.
*
ku sedang binggung!apakah harus ku buat?ku telah membuat kesalahan yg besar.ku menyesal!!!
Shall i keep it?
Sigh~
Labels: myLOVE u are still the best.
hahahahaha
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 8:40 PM
Shared my feelings towards Nana.
full of
anger,
tears, &
laughter.
Sigh~ Ok, she now knows how i felt nowadays.
& i felt relived after that.
Thnks Nana! & sorry if td ku terkasah bahasa or whatsoever!
I love u babe.
Me & Them, are in good terms now. Phew~
Ok with sasa? will be ok sooner or later.
I HOPE SO! I just don't wanna destroy our friendship.
Thats all! We've been friends for almost 4yrs.
I do treasure it alot. Cus` we've been thru thick & thin together!
Sigh~ I'm sorry Ellysa. ):
& Ahdog.
I'm confused! Ggrr~
I dunno where to start by telling u i'm attached.
Shuts! I cant see u getting hurt. & miserable.
Ohh god! maybe 1day u will get to find out.
*Sheesh* =.='
TORN ahh TORN!
I'm so happy seeing u just now.
But seriously, i see things between us is getting different.
OMG! Remember the song?
"gallery?" reminds me of u now.
Gahh~ Love sama kamu forever. hahs!
puzPAHH (:
*sobSOB*
Pe'eh quit sch.
Ggrr~ Miss him alot laa!
Smua miss sama dia peh gila.
Sigh~ Do lepaks with us ok?
See you soon. Do takeCAREs; outside!
IMY!
Ok.
2mllw rugby, gonna get dirty!
Ohh yeaaaaa~
Labels: hopeless dreams.
gahh~
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 7:27 PM
Sometimes, i feel lyk gv-ing up.
OMG! I just need a way to escape.
DAMN IT! DAMN IT! DAMN IT!Saket hati di buatnya.
Nabeey sian lehx!
&
TORN ahh
TORN.
I miss u so much.
I miss those times alot!
Aww~ *
puzPAHH*
Hahs! Remember, REMEMBER?
Nabeeey!
Ok, serious shit ku tkda topic nak bbl.
Hahs! I'm bored.
ASK ME OUT FOR VALENTINE LE!!
Chris Brown? Ohh pretty pls. Can i?!
Labels: fcuk you all., Ok
freaaak~
Monday, January 28, 2008 8:34 PM
Life ain't gonna get any better.
Unless, there's a solution for me to run away!
Run away for this shitty reality. Hahs! Not possible ey?
Ahh who cares. I'm leading my own fcuking life, NOT u bustards!
Living in a world, surrounded by hypocrites. & back stabbers!
People ain't perfect. Ok, FCUKED!
Why must i always gv in? (kasi muka, naek kepala)
Kepala buto ahh. Sometime i wonder, where did i go wrong?!
or maybe i guess u guys just wanna tak revenge.
HELL! It's not fair for me. I sacrificed alot! I tried to gain my trust back,
& i guess its just a waste of time.
Maybe i've changed, but do look urself in the mirror!
Think abt it, & ask urself why i'm reacting lyk this.
&TORN!
Maybe i'm drifting apart from u.
Its my fault to just walk away.
Ok, i don't wanna hurt ur feelings,
& neither do i wanna hurt Chicken feelings.
U guys been thru alot. I guess i'm the 3rd party!
So yea, do understand. ):
& as u can see, how harsh she commented our pics.
Hahs! Get the point? & think abt it yaw.
Ok, so yea.
Back good terms with AHDOG!
Hahs! He felt guilty. Wasn't his fault laa!
& serious shit, i dunno where did we start.
What actually cause a big argument between us?
Hahaha. Nevermind! Atleast we are ok now.
Miss sama kamu ye.
BabyHAHLIB; tua!
Hahs. Ok, LOVE you so much.
Muacks. Td u were notty ey!
Sepakkan nak? Huahua.
I love the way u smile at me,
& make me feel that nothing can go wrong.
Ok daa diam~
Till here then.
Off...........
Labels: Love me or hate me; personally I couldn't care less.
damn it!
Sunday, January 27, 2008 9:01 PM
My life now?
Screwed up!HELL BITCH!
Ijust don't understand. I'm born not to be happy?
Ahh, FCUKED!!
Family? Don't asked.
MESSED!Damn it yea. Friends? Drifting apart.
What will happen next? mayb worst,
which i don't wish to. Shuts!
TORN; best buddy LOVED.
happiness* (
used to) now in
full of MISERY!I hurt u, & i got myself hurt too.
I love u so much. But i guess
fate doesn't bring us 2gether!
HELL! Ok, i've moved on. But doesn't mean u need to change 2wards me!
I'm wrong. I admit it! Out of sudden, everything changed.
Icried! & i tried to be happy. I just don't want any
WORST!I don't want to lose my best buddy. )':
Short-EY; the name. Hanya kenangan yg terindah!
*A friend is someone who can see the truth,
&pain in u even when u are fooling everyone else.
Life, ohh so fcuked up.
When will this end?
Set me free, pls!
Ok b,
Love you always.
&
muacks.
Labels: True friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
hahah!
Thursday, January 24, 2008 9:10 PM
To her. & him;
stop blaming others.
We don't wanna interfere u guys "
relationship".
Settle. & sort things out. We won't help!
There's lodsa sacrifies that we have made 2wards u guys.
Especially her. So yea, THINK ABT IT!
Thnks alot ahh. ):
Friends are drifting apart lyk i said.
One by one left. Sigh~
Fought with Dalis, & nearly lose my temper!
Getting on my nerves. Only god knows!
Ok, good terms with her back.
So yea, friends do forgv & forget.
Almost lost all my friends.
Damn it! I was too frust, till i wanted to back off from 399.
Hahs! How stupid i were that point of time.
But, Nana & Torn really touched me.
Ok, i was emotional. & they understand!
I wasn't attitude, just that this is not the 1st time.
Get what i mean? DAMN IT.
Baby;
I LOVE YOU!
Hahs. U nvr mad at me.
U are so patient. U are funny? Hahs!
& i do treasure u syg.
Had fun with u just now. Aww~
*Ok, was shocked he actually "
kissed" me.
There i was lyk `
blushing`. *WINKS*
OMG! Ok, i know its common.
but ....... u knw! Hees(:
Ok, whatEVER!
Miss you sayang.
Muacks! Labels: i love you baby.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 7:49 PM
Dismissed from sch late!
Hmph~ Nabeey.
Then when to buy cheesefries!
Ok, niari kita sengket rokok. Ahh~ stress!
Geram sgt2.
Ok now, i'm very tired 2day.
& nothing much to say.
So yea!
& b.I was mad at u just now!Don't act stupid. Hahs!Lagi bleh ketawa. Gigit baru tau ey!Ok, whatever it is, "I LOVE YOU".Gahh~Done.
399; Kami
young. &
violent.
Ok, (macam paham).
Tralalala~
Monday, January 21, 2008 10:10 PM
Ystd was
gerek,
+ had a tiring day. Hees(:
Ok diam~
Today :
Slept in class, almost every period.
Damn sleepy. (Excusable kans?)
Gahh~
After sch, mcm biasa jugak.
399 waitting. Hahs!
1hr later...
Dalis asked to lepak at her hse.
Kecohrable laa babe. Hahs!
(Aida, Nana, Dalis, Ah Dai & Myself).
Then, 4+++. Torn came.
U are later fantat! Hahs.
Ok,
blahblahblah.
Ok b ...I'm sorry lau i tk pandang u tros td.
I may be different now. Just accept the way i am!
Nothing can change me. Just that i'm not in shape.& maybe i was attitude laa!Sorry, my fault. U felt uncomfortable? Bare with it.Not that i don't want others to know.The point is ................. ahh, nvm laa!
I swear i do care for u.
So yea, i'm sorry once again.LOVE YOU! ):
Labels: love; lodsa sacrifries.
Ohh baby..
Saturday, January 19, 2008 9:47 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY;TORN. &
PE'EH!
Huhu. (:
Ok, 2day staying at home whole day!
Hahs! There's lodsa chores laa kans.
Then 2mllw going out.
Don't ask with who. & its secret!
Huhu. Da diam~
Almost all my ex contact me back.
Ahh~ sheesh! Stupid; & out of sudden.
Weirdo's. Ok, they asked for patch.
& Ohh NONO for you guys. "Da ludah, ku tk jilat alek"!
Unless.. Hahs! Ohh shuts.
So yea,
available? DREAM ON. or go
fly kites!
2008; realised very different.
Hahs! Those memories, GAHH~
Yang terindah.
So yea, that's it for 2day.
Shall update soon.
Huhu.
Labels: Promised you'd always be here for me.
lalalalallala
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 9:47 PM
I feel friends are drifting apart.
I just can't understand why?
Only god knows. But why?
Sigh~
"A faithful friend is the medicine of life."
Agree with me? ):
So yea.
LOVE? Complicated.
DAMN IT! I'm in dilemma.
Ohh, shuts.
07` memories; slowly fading.& GREAT!Though its hard, but i tried!I managed to.. Phew~Of like it! (:Labels: I don't need to be wanted; I WANNA BE NEEDED.
Monday, January 14, 2008 10:38 PM
He asked for stead.
GOSH! I'm confused.
Should i, or should i not?
DAMN IT! There's reasons why i couldn't accept him.
I don't wanna hurt my friends feelings!
It's hard now. FCUKED!
*Nas, think wisely. Make a right decision.So yea.
Ok, 399 after sch just now.
Lepak mcm setenga mampos!
Fahmi was there. Hahs! Ok best.
My scandal laa kata kn. Shh~
(MACAM PAHAM)
Then when when "banquet",
so yea, actually KOPITIAM!
Hees(: Mamam cheeseFRIES.
Gahh~ KECOH MAOT.
Then ntah apa laa,
fought with Farriana.
Sigh~ Ntah laa.
Ok laa, blah blah blah!
Ok, till here then.
Sunday, January 13, 2008 9:55 AM
I'm so confused.
I never knw what u want from me.
My heart is forever bruised.
I feel like I can never be free.
I still remember when we first kissed.U was so special to me.Now I feel so sad.I couldn't make you happy.But I remember all the fun we had.
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad.
I think about u, laughing about a joke.
But my pain grows more & more, when I think about how my heart broke.
U said u knew how much I felt for u.
But u couldn't chose for me.
Our love couldn't be true.
It seemed if u were happy.
I dare not to look in ur eyes.
My dream dies!
I cry! I cry!I cried every single night.
Thinking of the fun we had.
& the silence that drove us apart.
In real life, I act like u don't exist.
But in my dreams we're together.
It's u I can't resist.
But in my dreams that won't matter.
You still make me feel so confused!Labels: Please don't leave me cus' ur past I will not bury.
fcuked
9:22 AM
I'm tired! & i dunno why.
Lodsa hmwk to do. I'm lazy!
Hahs! Stupid dumb2.
Plan canceled with Torn & Lis.
Sorry my sygs. Next Sun aites?
2mllw sch-ING.
Mcm mls gitu nak go sch.
Tp, i don't wanna miss lessons.
*especially MATHEMATICS!
New topics everyday; GAHH~
malay sucks, MALAY SUCKS!
Huhu.
Meeting Torn 2mllw morning.
Hees(: Malu ey?
"Sorry Torn, i hv to. Cus' i need my diary!
So called my notes laa." Wakaka!
Ok, ku out of topic.
Atleast i update ok!
Huhu.
I MISS
Lisqa
KakDEE Nisa Daa abes.
Shall update more often yaw!
Hees(:
Labels: I can't let go.
hello.
Saturday, January 12, 2008 11:55 PM
Ok, Nas sial tk update. Hahs!
Serious shit, my comp got me really mad.
FCUKED! Ugrr~
So yea, as usual after sch madness.
Gahh~ 399 jiwes, mesti mau ingat!
Hahs! cheeseFRIES, boobalatte, & samprona.
Of, gerek-NESS! So, keep 399 strong.
It won't fade! ):
Unknown no. nabeey chibyeeE!
U guys are just so desperate.
& so not my type!
Ok best, kena sound tros terdiam.
Pundek! Try me swines.
To that Mr. Someone!
Sorry if i'm attitude.
No "hi", & tk pandang.
Just that i'm trying to forget u.
& i got no choice. takeCAREs;
TO ________.
Should i accept u?
I lyk u, but i don't love u.
Why out of sudden? Why me?
Gv me time to think aites.
I'm better of lyk this. Be patience!
So yea, i guess i lyk to suffer.
Seeing my friends with their happy life.
& i just wonder whens mine?
She got her memories back.
Would i ever get mine? Sigh~
Tell me, is that fair enough?
The family Memories. Pe'ah?
So yea, get over it soon.
How do you heal a broken heart?
I have no idea where to start
because everything I do reminds me of you.
Even if I already knew u were gonna Break My Heart,
I still wouldn't change the fact;
that I still needs u!
Labels: Loving you was my favorite mistake.
399
Sunday, January 6, 2008 9:10 AM
Sorry! 1week never update.
So yea, kinda bz. As usual!
Hee. Ok, sch? Best laa kan.
399, of yay-NESS! KECOH.
Sec4, hard shit.
So yea, now study come 1st!
& i guess its not too late.
N-level! Sec5 pls. ):
Gahh~ pretty pls!
Ok, now.
A start of something new.
& 2008! forget abt 2007.
DAMN IT! Hee.
& YOU! fcuked.
i've got over u. I mean .....
Okok. Whatever it is, i just prefer u as my friend!
Not more then that.
So yea, NOW! ....................
Hees(: I guess i'm in LOVE?
Ohh my, "Nas stoppit".
Serious shit sia. He knows my background!
): About .... Agrr~ & his ready to accept the fact.
Is that possible? NABEEY.
Or maybe his just another sweet-talk mother fcuker?
Ok laa, not for now. SOON?
Gahh~ NOT! Someday u will return? Hmm..
Blueks! I don't wish to laa.
Blah blah blah ..................
Lodsa things to update.
so yea, I'M LAZY AITES!
Sorry. ): Hahahaha!
AKU TELAH JATUH CINTA.
huhuhuhuhuhuhu. nas bodo!
Labels: I love my friends.
Love ones.
Because they are special.
The Boyfriend & 8years Bestfriend.
All Time Bitch, Best Buddy & BabySis.
Kecohrable Gf, SweetHeart, The Babe & Baby.
Belo Closemate, Irritating Ones, CloseFriend & Partner In Crime.