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One year older on every February 27th!
A very random & hyper girl.
Music is definitely part of me.
Dancing is my passion.
010409♥
BLISSFULLY ATTACHED to Muhammed Faisal Bin Mohamed Alias.
21 this yaer. Currently serving National Service, police.
My forever addiction. Someone who i can rely on, very sensible & understanding.
Got a very matured thinking, plus his maybe sensitive and hot-tempered at times.
Overall his the man, HIS MY MAN!
Treat me Nice, I'll treat you Nicer.
Don't step on mine when I didn't step on :}yours!
Please have a sense of Oringinality. Don't rip!
Copydogs/meows don't try to fit in, because you suck at it!
feeling very tired nowadays.
hahs. ignore my previous post.
nabeyy ! was too emotional.
whatever ~
To this babyboii .
im really very sorry for those harsh words i said towards u.
but then, i'm just too emotional, & MAD !
i lost my trust towards u.
thnks for those days !
memories will be still kept in heart.
well, u changed alot.
I MISS THE OLD TORN; shorteeeeeEEeyyy!
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now i'm happy single !
& i'm loving it.
cus` all guys are "SINCERE".
ahh lyk nabeey cb !
now i'll just wanna graduate from sec4,
& START A NEW "CLEAN" LIFE.
ok, out soon.
shake-ahh-shake !
shall update 2mllw.
hahs !
he renamed ; (ToRn stiLL love u!)
lepak 399 with Ehpie, & Param.
Torn came, we talk² abt some stuff.
Torn went off, Ahdai came.
Lepak², then he ajak mamam pat coffee shop.
hahs ! he blanja mamam. so sweet of him !
THNKS DAI !
well, to those whoever fcuker making stories abt us.
stopit kays ?! ok, i freaking can't control my temper aites.
FAVOUR UHS SIAL !
" Nas break ngan Shah bkn kerana Torn! "
TORN BUKAN 3RD PARTY; get the facts right.
& ku da tkda pape dgn Shah. pls ku tknk nama ku heboh².
yg sudah itu sudah. & ku nak namaku clean lepas ku break ngan dia !
This fcuking piss me off !
TODAY;
lepak-ed with Zaidi jap.
pat luar sch. talk² alot; long time tk jumpa mah !
then blah², ku proceed 399 lepak all the way there.
so yea, HOME SWEET HOME !
damn it ! i'm becoming more hot-tempered nowadays.
& more fanatic ? cb. mencari mangsa, ??
getting into alot of trouble nowadays.
FCUKED !
, & dustin;
i'm sorry for those harsh words i said to you.
i won't promise that i'll change aites !
just bare with it.patched ?
hoho . ko ubah perangai ko dulu; & we'll talk abt it !
KO MACEH INGAT INI DRAWING? sigh~
hahs ! just woke up.
due to the cold whether laa.
well, i'm having fever now.
& bad flu. ok, FCUKED !
HELP !
Been dreaming of "HIM" nowadays.
puki, asl ko bleh pat dlm mimpiku ni ?!
i just wanna forget u, TOTALLY !
tetapi kenapa ko tetap dlm haiyalan ku ?
eventually, ystd i dreamt abt u still.
i woke up, & realized tears in my eyes.
WTF?! kanina. i kept staring at the bear u gave,
when we last met ! urrgghhH~
i thought of deleting those msg-ES, from u;
those msg-ES since early 06`. but smtk keeps pulling me back !
EXPLAIN LAA CB.
WALAUPUN MCM MANA KU TETAP AKAN LUPAKAH SEJARAH CINTA KAMI !
tidak guna lau ku tertggkn ko. 1yr5days; full of memories.
kenangan yg terindah. screw u !
semua hanya tinggal sejarah laa.
ku niari tk kuwa.
stay at home be a goodgirl.
*sheesh* beli lottery uhs Nas all the way pat umah !
hahs !
besok going gym.
with my gegerl ! haha.
(basturd sak nas) ok, i mean Boi Firdaus laa.
oppiZieeE` sorry ! c(:
looking forward next week' SATURDAY !
going out with my darlaSISTA; allisqa.
Again? & sumpah ku rindu dia bnyak².
heh!
Sampai disini sahaja .
prize giving just now !
for almost 2hrs? mak dia peh puki.
WTF ! kena tahan dgn sch,
thought of cabot, then gate drg gi lock !
KANINA.
morning was suey !
argued with "Mayparol", our OM.
bloody hitam, ku bikin ko baru tau !
ku diam², jgn naek kepala.
da naseb td ku tk tumbok muka ko.
pakah ku pikir psl N-lvl ku.
cb.
at 4pm rushed to 399.
thought maybe shasha is still there.
hmpf ~ smpai jek dia tkda, SEDIH !
then at 6pm, Torn came.
my heart "droOOOP" when i saw him.
hugged him tight², & that was the last i guess. ):
ku sumpah, ku miss ko bnyak² skali !
ohh yea, everlasting love bestbuddy.
glad that u gave love a 2nd chance, & i'm happy for u darls.
ok, seems everyone hv changed now.
IDK ! hell, i mean everyone.
nana says i'm so secretive, & ku suka pendam rasa ?
sigh ~ mana ada. ??
mummy's bday in 2days time.
& still, ! haven got something for her.
what should i get for her ey ?
hmmm...........
mid yr exams coming soon.
Shuts ! still have not revised anything.
(amalkan selalu laa Nas):)
hahs !
for me to move on with love.
its hard, trust me.
maybe i still have not found my "PRINCE CHARMING" ?
haha. sheeh*
ok, & its hard for me to be straight back now.
DAMN IT ! whatever laa.
I'm done for now.
bye .
I MISS SHAFIQAH BITCH !
I THOUGHT WE WERE BLOOD ?
once apon a time ..
sorry for not updating.
ok, since friday laa.
bz with stuff.
tired ! whatever.
so yea, problems becoming worst !
& i'll just bare with it.
cus` i don't wish to drag even worst.
partly was my fault ok ?
but then, think back.
no point of turn those stories aites.
dpt apa kan ? full of lies.
& i can believe my friends would actually betray me ?
ok, they even don't have the trust on me.
see, what kind are friend are they ?
ok, FULLSTOP. shall not say more.
& make problems grow bigger laa !
KU SEDAR FCUKING ATTITUDE KU YANG SUCKISH, happy ?
& nothing can change me, just bare with it.
accept me the way i are.
today detention sucks big time.
after detention meet them at 399.
(dustin.ayam.sasa.nana.nat.lina)
5pm, all off home.
then ayam, dustin & myself go padang policepost.
dustin gatal nk main rugby.
hahs !
while, they were playing rugby jumpa ehpie smua pat 311.
settle things out. FCUKED !
mls nk layan ku teros jln balek go padang policepost.
6pm teman dus go home, he changed.
6.30 fetch adek, & dus teman me to 812 busstop.
then, apa lagi HOME SWEET HOME LAA !
hahah.
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hey u ...
stop staring at me with those pathetic face of urs.
i won't pity u aites. ok i chould feel u were hurt !
but hey, u go ur way, i'll go my way.
i sacrifice my love, now u want me back ? WTF!
I DON'T WISH TO BE THE 3RD PARTY.
hanya tinggal sejarah untk kami.
selamat tinggal syg.
done for now.'
insya`allah ku update besok, atau besok peh bsk ,atau ...
OK kanina !' haha.
dada ~
hahs ! lame? whatever.
ystd theres misunderstanding btwn Lina & myself.
hahs ! now everything settled. phew~
& ika ? sigh~
Ok, ku tau ku perangai ahh.
but try to understand me.
i do miss you, & i making myself free too.
we'll meet 1day kays. SORRY):
I ♥ MY BITCH. always, & FOREVER.
looking forward to meet u, & my god son. (:
i love Torn so much.
i'm still his hot darlink now, & FORVER!
one; & only. ainkz !(:
ystd talked to him for abt 2hr+.
haha. my suara "sek ahh sek" ?
CB, nabeey . I LOVE YOU!
& sorry smlm tk reply, da ZzzzzzzzZZZZZ~
paham² jek uhs. I MISS YOU !
hahs.
& TO THIS MR. Someone.
you are so weird ok?!
pls laa, ko da ada mataer jaga dia laa sial.
favour ah, ku paling benci org mcm gini.
you msg-ED me 05:15, "B ! daa bangon msg kays,."
WTF ! nmph sah mepek. hahs!
tau pun menyesal. want me back? try hard sayang.
PUKI !
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW LAA!
Getting better. hahahahahahahah!
SCREW ME !
ton ystd, & get drunk. BUROK!!
everyone was high ~ i could control ?
ahh sial.
hahs ! went to aloha resort; CHALET OI!
reached there arnd 11+pm.
cam-whore; with Ehpie, & Fendi.
hahs ! then others of their friends came.
BLAH BLAH BLAH~
now, very sleepy.
i'm gonna get some rest.
3p.m meeting boi; going gym.
pens off;
& off to bed.
damn it! i'm freezing actually.
meeting Ehpie, & En soon.
i just don't understand why Ehpie M.I.A few days ago.
i tried to called him ystd, no respond.
phew~ thnk GOD! he called in the morning.
He woke me up, ajak lepak.
Miss them laa!
seriously, i don't miss sch.
hahs ! im happy now.
not waking up at 6a.m,
& my mum's screaming . "GIRL, BANGUN LAAAA SIAL!"
hahs !
ystd lepak with Amien, Boi, & Yan.
hahs ! miss this people laa.
berjiwang gurau²an. they cheered me up too !
& YAN KO DA TINGGI! ko mkn vitamin apa?
hahahah. lepak again soon !
i'm gonna be M.I.A soon.
don't ask where too.
me, alone. nobody knows !
escape from all this shits ?
damn it! no other ways.
don't text/buzz me! ):
Sejarah cinta kita tak mungkin berulang.
Walaupun kasih kita seluas lautan.
Kita hanya merancang Tuhan menentukan.
Tak kesampaian.
Gahh~ theres nth for me to do.
nabeey! hahs.
but thnk god; 1week of sch holidays.
phew~
nowadays im just so stress up laa.
w/o reason? why is that so.
i feel restless. uhh fcuked!
Ohh sweet talker mother fcukers.
get a life laa sial?! i ain't ur entertainment machine.
bloddy fcuker head! dalam hatiku cuma ada nama dia ajer.
hahs! mcm paham. HAPPILY SWING SINGLE LAA OI!
seriously, been reading alot nowadays.
im completely engrossed in this particually book, "HOOK UP or BREAK UP".
been reading it everywhere. hell! i mean it everywhere.
even in "JAMBAN". hahs! whatever.
to that irresponsible ex-boifey.
i hate u even more every single day.
u really worth nothing! not a single bit sucker.
maybe i just can't forget u, but hatred 2wards u gonna get MORE!
haha. what goes arnd, comes around.
Da, ku da tknk menyumpah bnyk².
kite org islam ye.
SHEESH*
hahs. we got wild, & wet.
we played everything, except for the "U" thingy.
hoho. tk berani oh!
alif, allisqa really cheered me up.
so at 8+ reached Esp. lepaks.
took pics. had FUN! (:
- HOME SWEET HOME -
hahs!
planed to go gym with Love.
ok, very tiring. but best laa kan!
haha.
then went to northpoint.
so i decided to borrow some books.
off to the library.
so yea, thats all laa.
haha.
as you can see, my lazy desease(sp?) is back. hahs!
Ok, WHATEVER!
toodles~
OMG! ku tknk. tetap berkawan jek.
sorry ey.
so, people keep asking for my no.
asl muka ku cap no. pe sial?
dream on laa ku nak kasi.
i got my own life to think abt,
as for you to knw, i don't entertain MF's.
gahh~ nabeyy cb!
I ♥ MY FAMILY.
I ♥ MY FRIENDS.
Ok, i'll update more 2mllw.
out soon.
gonna get wild, & wet!
hahs, with my darla sis; Allisqa.
Miss her lodsa²
dada~
im just not in shape to got to sch.
im just avoiding everything.
this life ain't getting any better, all in mess.
my heart can't take this pain remembering those times we had smtk beautiful.
STILL NO REPLY? so consider break or not?
cb laa. i did asked ystd, no respond.
SO?!
my single life is back.
& i guess i'm happy with it.
(She might look perfectly assembled on the outside.
But on the inside, she is more broken up than ever before.)
this weekends, going out with mummy.
yay~ da lama tk go shopping with her.
next sat; going out with my darla sis; AllisQa.
GOSH, miss her lodsa².
zaidi ajak go chalet dia.
bila? lupe uhs. hahs.
should i go? malu laa sial.
he expect me to go with him.
wahh~ nabeey.
see hows situation goes. (:
life have changed for me.
but still; LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON.
whats bygones; is bygones.
*Baby can you feel me.
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes.
I can see you clearly.
Vividly emblazoned in my mind.
And yet you’re so far.
Like a distant star.
im just suffering in silence.
maybe it my fault, for letting u in,
& giving u chances. DAMN LAA!
i guess you have not realized i love you so much.
& infact, you doesn't knw whats love.
you doesn't appreciate it.
HAHA! thnks alot laa.
i just can control my emotional.
my heart shattered. i cried inside,
keeping those feeling away.
It's real hard.
One day you will realized it,
excuse me mama?
& say "damn she used to love me alot".
Just another sad love song back in my brain
like crazy. i guess I'm all torn up.
Fast or slow, it just doesn't let go or shape me
and it's all because of you.
YOU ARE JUST INMATURED!
You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
& I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid, wasn't I?
1yr & 3days; full of memories.
been thru thick & thin.
*sob*
ku btol² mntk maaf laa.
those hatred feelings is back.
saket sak hati ku.
tp ku sabar jek. ko buat ahh bnyak²,
harap² balasan akan pergi pat ko alek.
i'm being sincere with you, yet u played behind me back.
smpai bila sak? ko akan menyesal laa.
sorry ey, nas tk mcm dulu.
ko nk belah, belah laa.
ku tk rugi, cuma satu jek!
tp apa gunanya ku bersama dgn ko, lau kasih sygnya tkda.
SUKA pe saketkan hati ku?
INGAT EY!
ku tk tertgg²kan ko.
ku tk tunjukkn yg ku sygkan ko.
ku simpan didalam hati.
KU NAK TGK SMPAI BILA KO AKAN UAT KU MERANA!
KO AKAN MENYESAL! KO TK BERUBAH!
i alway forgive, & FORGET!
& remember this, the relationship we had those past,
I NEVER LIED TO YOU!
Sayang mengapa buat begini .
Di saat rindu merah menyala .
Kasih kusangka kau 'kan setia .
Rupanya dikau bersandiwara ..
ohh fcuked. afterall i do love him so much.
*i'm so sorry abt this post.
i just too emotional. my life is so miserable!
why is this always happening to me.
Now I believe it when people say love is blind,
'cus I must have been blind to love a person like you.
sigh~
Mama miss Papa laa.
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ok, ku cut fringe.
trust me, tk senogz langsung.
phff~
my friend says, my sec1 look.
mostly says its pretty, suits my face.
anak jepon. CB!
perhaps, i just don't care abt it.
maybe i do regret. well, see what happen next!
i'm just gonna be patient. lyk i always do.
arggh~ ku geram laa!
kawan² ku semua ok.
saturday plan kuwa.
hah! wang mana mau cekop? =.='
see hows situation laa girls.
ok, lina & ehpie?
sigh~ they broke up.
baru ku pikir nak satukan family kita alek.
damn it! well, i guess impianku tk tercapai.
life have to move on. ):
FCUKED! FCUKED! FCUKED!
2mllw, sch-ING? gahh~
hell, i'm quitting sch soon.
well, i will regret laa.
6mths left? cb.
i'm just too depressed uhs!
Life isn't so good for me.
this isn't fair for me. !
i just hate reality.
& TORN; short-EY.
i just wanna say "I MISS YOU SO MUCH".
trust me, i still love you lyk i always do.
)':
Sigh~
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Things ain't getting better in life.
Thing back, i lost most of it.
regret? maybe. What was i thinking!
When I find myself fading, ..........
I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy.
TORN; i knw i hurt ur feeling.
twice? & i realised it.
maybe u wouldn't understand.
but hey, see for urself.
i admit its my fault afterall.
maybe, one day we could see by itself.
u're still my bestbuddy. i just hope, things is always normal;
between us. u are drifting apart from me.
& i could sense that u do hate me.
but pls, do compare me with other girls.
maybe those attitude are the same.
perhaps, my heart is different from theirs!
i'm sincere unlike those girls u knw.
pls understand my situational of choice.
my heart still hurt when u said,
"lau u naek bus mean da tkda pape antara kita".
hey, i'm sensitive when comes to this things.
maybe u didn't mean it. i do understand.
& it takes time for it to heal.
Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am,
..isn't me. =.='
*god did answer to my prayers.
but, is it a lesson for me to see,
or a revenge?
afterall, i'm always faithful to it;
no matter how it hurls me real hard.
I think I'm afraid of being happy
cus` everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.
hahs! patched with papa laa!
muacks.
thursday;
absent from sch.
ku serious shit da mls nak gi sch.
urgg~ lepak-ed with En, & Ehpie.
petang when sunplaza with them, eat mac.
haha. saw MIN; my shufflebabe laa!
OMG! she's pretty ok. ainkz(:
so, arab came. kite bbl² kunek. hahs!
blah, blah, blah ...............
let the pics do the talk.
hahs! don't ask. MALAS!
pe'eh called, talk² on the phone & he says he wanna meet me.
issh~ kecian dia tk tido. degil pulak tu.
so at 9+ he reached yishun.
i felt guilty, he waited for me for more then ½ an hour.
=.=' he still smile. (: phew~
He hug-ed me tight, & kiss-ed me on my fore-head.
it totallly shut me. haha!
so lepaked with him.
then, blah blah blah ....
we patch-ed! hahs. & of course i cried.
"mama, jgn nangis kays syg." aww~
haahahah.
gmbar² yg laen smua pat hp dier. ):
O fcuked, baby asked for patch.
ok thats all laa.
ku mls nk type panjang².
I'm happy.
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Profile.
Im hot & spice, and everything nice.
You wanna bring me down?
I DARE YOU TO TRY!
NASREEN SACHIKO♥
nas or nassy is known to most people.
One year older on every February 27th!
A very random & hyper girl.
Music is definitely part of me.
Dancing is my passion.
010409♥
BLISSFULLY ATTACHED to Muhammed Faisal Bin Mohamed Alias.
21 this yaer. Currently serving National Service, police.
My forever addiction. Someone who i can rely on, very sensible & understanding.
Got a very matured thinking, plus his maybe sensitive and hot-tempered at times.
Overall his the man, HIS MY MAN!
Treat me Nice, I'll treat you Nicer.
Don't step on mine when I didn't step on :}yours!
Please have a sense of Oringinality. Don't rip!
Copydogs/meows don't try to fit in, because you suck at it!
bored
Saturday, March 29, 2008 7:45 AM
hello !feeling very tired nowadays.
hahs. ignore my previous post.
nabeyy ! was too emotional.
whatever ~
To this babyboii .im really very sorry for those harsh words i said towards u.
but then, i'm just too emotional, & MAD !
i lost my trust towards u.
thnks for those days !
memories will be still kept in heart.
well, u changed alot.
I MISS THE OLD TORN; shorteeeeeEEeyyy!
------------
now i'm happy single !
& i'm loving it.
cus` all guys are "
ahh lyk nabeey cb !
now i'll just wanna graduate from sec4,
& START A NEW "CLEAN" LIFE.
ok, out soon.
shake-ahh-shake !
shall update 2mllw.
hahs !
Labels: nas suka sekali single . haha.
love fcuk!
Thursday, March 27, 2008 9:39 PM
ku merindukanmu. ku tak bisa lupakanmu !
ingin ku memelukmu, hingga ku tak rela lepaskanmu.
tak pernah terfikirkan olehku untuk bisa bersamamu lagi.
& tak pernah terlintas di benakku untuk bisa memelukmu lagi .
tapi ko selalu ada di hatiku. ko selalu muncul di benakku .
hingga ku tak sanggup untuk meraihmu.
hingga ku tak sanggup untuk meraihmu.
tapi ko tak tahu kalau aku sangat menyanyangimu !
haha !!
BODO; I HATE YOU SO MUCH !
haha !!
BODO; I HATE YOU SO MUCH !
Labels: i was stupid to love you .
stupid
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 8:18 PM
shall talk abt Monday 1st.
many things happened.
he renamed ; (ToRn stiLL love u!)Torn came, we talk² abt some stuff.
Torn went off, Ahdai came.
Lepak², then he ajak mamam pat coffee shop.
hahs ! he blanja mamam. so sweet of him !
THNKS DAI !
well, to those whoever fcuker making stories abt us.
stopit kays ?! ok, i freaking can't control my temper aites.
FAVOUR UHS SIAL !
" Nas break ngan Shah bkn kerana Torn! "
TORN BUKAN 3RD PARTY; get the facts right.
& ku da tkda pape dgn Shah. pls ku tknk nama ku heboh².
yg sudah itu sudah. & ku nak namaku clean lepas ku break ngan dia !
This fcuking piss me off !
TODAY;
lepak-ed with Zaidi jap.
pat luar sch. talk² alot; long time tk jumpa mah !
then blah², ku proceed 399 lepak all the way there.
so yea, HOME SWEET HOME !
damn it ! i'm becoming more hot-tempered nowadays.
& more fanatic ? cb. mencari mangsa, ??
getting into alot of trouble nowadays.
FCUKED !
, & dustin;
i'm sorry for those harsh words i said to you.
i won't promise that i'll change aites !
just bare with it.
hoho . ko ubah perangai ko dulu; & we'll talk abt it !
KO MACEH INGAT INI DRAWING? sigh~Labels: i miss my bitch .
whatever shit !
Saturday, March 22, 2008 8:47 PM
20:49 now.hahs ! just woke up.
due to the cold whether laa.
well, i'm having fever now.
& bad flu. ok, FCUKED !
HELP !
Been dreaming of "HIM" nowadays.
puki, asl ko bleh pat dlm mimpiku ni ?!
i just wanna forget u, TOTALLY !
tetapi kenapa ko tetap dlm haiyalan ku ?
eventually, ystd i dreamt abt u still.
i woke up, & realized tears in my eyes.
WTF?! kanina. i kept staring at the bear u gave,
when we last met ! urrgghhH~
i thought of deleting those msg-ES, from u;
those msg-ES since early 06`. but smtk keeps pulling me back !
EXPLAIN LAA CB.
WALAUPUN MCM MANA KU TETAP AKAN LUPAKAH SEJARAH CINTA KAMI !
tidak guna lau ku tertggkn ko. 1yr5days; full of memories.
kenangan yg terindah. screw u !
semua hanya tinggal sejarah laa.
ku niari tk kuwa.
stay at home be a goodgirl.
*sheesh* beli lottery uhs Nas all the way pat umah !
hahs !
besok going gym.
with my gegerl ! haha.
(basturd sak nas) ok, i mean Boi Firdaus laa.
oppiZieeE` sorry ! c(:
looking forward next week' SATURDAY !
going out with my darlaSISTA; allisqa.
Again? & sumpah ku rindu dia bnyak².
heh!
Sampai disini sahaja .
Labels: mak ko .
OMG !
Thursday, March 20, 2008 9:05 PM
sch ends at 4pm.prize giving just now !
for almost 2hrs? mak dia peh puki.
WTF ! kena tahan dgn sch,
thought of cabot, then gate drg gi lock !
KANINA.
morning was suey !
argued with "Mayparol", our OM.
bloody hitam, ku bikin ko baru tau !
ku diam², jgn naek kepala.
da naseb td ku tk tumbok muka ko.
pakah ku pikir psl N-lvl ku.
cb.
at 4pm rushed to 399.
thought maybe shasha is still there.
hmpf ~ smpai jek dia tkda, SEDIH !
then at 6pm, Torn came.
my heart "droOOOP" when i saw him.
hugged him tight², & that was the last i guess. ):
ku sumpah, ku miss ko bnyak² skali !
ohh yea, everlasting love bestbuddy.
glad that u gave love a 2nd chance, & i'm happy for u darls.
ok, seems everyone hv changed now.
IDK ! hell, i mean everyone.
nana says i'm so secretive, & ku suka pendam rasa ?
sigh ~ mana ada. ??
mummy's bday in 2days time.
& still, ! haven got something for her.
what should i get for her ey ?
hmmm...........
mid yr exams coming soon.
Shuts ! still have not revised anything.
(amalkan selalu laa Nas):)
hahs !
for me to move on with love.
its hard, trust me.
maybe i still have not found my "PRINCE CHARMING" ?
haha. sheeh*
ok, & its hard for me to be straight back now.
DAMN IT ! whatever laa.
I'm done for now.
bye .
I MISS SHAFIQAH BITCH !
Labels: my last hug from you .
sigh ~
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 9:49 PM
MY SHORTEY . KATEK³ . MAMYBONC . MY BOOBTILIOUS BITCH PARTNER.
I THOUGHT WE WERE BLOOD ?
once apon a time ..
Labels: kenangan ku bersama krg.
nabeey !
8:19 PM
sorry for not updating.
ok, since friday laa.
bz with stuff.
tired ! whatever.
so yea, problems becoming worst !
& i'll just bare with it.
cus` i don't wish to drag even worst.
partly was my fault ok ?
but then, think back.
no point of turn those stories aites.
dpt apa kan ? full of lies.
& i can believe my friends would actually betray me ?
ok, they even don't have the trust on me.
see, what kind are friend are they ?
ok, FULLSTOP. shall not say more.
& make problems grow bigger laa !
KU SEDAR FCUKING ATTITUDE KU YANG SUCKISH, happy ?
& nothing can change me, just bare with it.
accept me the way i are.
today detention sucks big time.
after detention meet them at 399.
(dustin.ayam.sasa.nana.nat.lina)
5pm, all off home.
then ayam, dustin & myself go padang policepost.
dustin gatal nk main rugby.
hahs !
while, they were playing rugby jumpa ehpie smua pat 311.
settle things out. FCUKED !
mls nk layan ku teros jln balek go padang policepost.
6pm teman dus go home, he changed.
6.30 fetch adek, & dus teman me to 812 busstop.
then, apa lagi HOME SWEET HOME LAA !
hahah.
______________________________________________
hey u ...
stop staring at me with those pathetic face of urs.
i won't pity u aites. ok i chould feel u were hurt !
but hey, u go ur way, i'll go my way.
i sacrifice my love, now u want me back ? WTF!
I DON'T WISH TO BE THE 3RD PARTY.
hanya tinggal sejarah untk kami.
selamat tinggal syg.
done for now.'
insya`allah ku update besok, atau besok peh bsk ,atau ...
OK kanina !' haha.
dada ~
Labels: ey kanina, tkmoh pikir bukan² laa.
blah blah
Friday, March 14, 2008 11:57 AM
currently obsessed with britneys new album.hahs ! lame? whatever.
ystd theres misunderstanding btwn Lina & myself.
hahs ! now everything settled. phew~
& ika ? sigh~
Ok, ku tau ku perangai ahh.
but try to understand me.
i do miss you, & i making myself free too.
we'll meet 1day kays. SORRY):
I ♥ MY BITCH. always, & FOREVER.
looking forward to meet u, & my god son. (:
i love Torn so much.
i'm still his hot darlink now, & FORVER!
one; & only. ainkz !(:
ystd talked to him for abt 2hr+.
haha. my suara "sek ahh sek" ?
CB, nabeey . I LOVE YOU!
& sorry smlm tk reply, da ZzzzzzzzZZZZZ~
paham² jek uhs. I MISS YOU !
hahs.
& TO THIS MR. Someone.
you are so weird ok?!
pls laa, ko da ada mataer jaga dia laa sial.
favour ah, ku paling benci org mcm gini.
you msg-ED me 05:15, "B ! daa bangon msg kays,."
WTF ! nmph sah mepek. hahs!
tau pun menyesal. want me back? try hard sayang.
PUKI !
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW LAA!
Getting better. hahahahahahahah!
SCREW ME !
Labels: regret ? you deserve it sucker.
friends are like family
Thursday, March 13, 2008 12:06 PM
just came back an hour ago.ton ystd, & get drunk. BUROK!!
everyone was high ~ i could control ?
ahh sial.
hahs ! went to aloha resort; CHALET OI!
reached there arnd 11+pm.
cam-whore; with Ehpie, & Fendi.
hahs ! then others of their friends came.
BLAH BLAH BLAH~
now, very sleepy.
i'm gonna get some rest.
3p.m meeting boi; going gym.
pens off;
& off to bed.
Labels: picture below.
gmbar
11:36 AM
diriku
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 10:28 AM
raining since last 2days laa.damn it! i'm freezing actually.
meeting Ehpie, & En soon.
i just don't understand why Ehpie M.I.A few days ago.
i tried to called him ystd, no respond.
phew~ thnk GOD! he called in the morning.
He woke me up, ajak lepak.
Miss them laa!
seriously, i don't miss sch.
hahs ! im happy now.
not waking up at 6a.m,
& my mum's screaming . "GIRL, BANGUN LAAAA SIAL!"
hahs !
ystd lepak with Amien, Boi, & Yan.
hahs ! miss this people laa.
berjiwang gurau²an. they cheered me up too !
& YAN KO DA TINGGI! ko mkn vitamin apa?
hahahah. lepak again soon !
i'm gonna be M.I.A soon.
don't ask where too.
me, alone. nobody knows !
escape from all this shits ?
damn it! no other ways.
don't text/buzz me! ):
Sejarah cinta kita tak mungkin berulang.
Walaupun kasih kita seluas lautan.
Kita hanya merancang Tuhan menentukan.
Tak kesampaian.
Labels: Am i that hideously unattractive?
nasNASnasNAS
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 11:23 AM
BORING NYA NIARI?!!Gahh~ theres nth for me to do.
nabeey! hahs.
but thnk god; 1week of sch holidays.
phew~
nowadays im just so stress up laa.
w/o reason? why is that so.
i feel restless. uhh fcuked!
Ohh sweet talker mother fcukers.
get a life laa sial?! i ain't ur entertainment machine.
bloddy fcuker head! dalam hatiku cuma ada nama dia ajer.
hahs! mcm paham. HAPPILY SWING SINGLE LAA OI!
seriously, been reading alot nowadays.
im completely engrossed in this particually book, "HOOK UP or BREAK UP".
been reading it everywhere. hell! i mean it everywhere.
even in "JAMBAN". hahs! whatever.
to that irresponsible ex-boifey.
i hate u even more every single day.
u really worth nothing! not a single bit sucker.
maybe i just can't forget u, but hatred 2wards u gonna get MORE!
haha. what goes arnd, comes around.
Da, ku da tknk menyumpah bnyk².
kite org islam ye.
SHEESH*
Labels: "chasing guys isn't really my thing. i like it when they come to me".
happening abes!
Monday, March 10, 2008 5:52 PM
ystd was AWESOME!!!hahs. we got wild, & wet.
we played everything, except for the "U" thingy.
hoho. tk berani oh!
alif, allisqa really cheered me up.
so at 8+ reached Esp. lepaks.
took pics. had FUN! (:
- HOME SWEET HOME -
hahs!
2day,
planed to go gym with Love.
ok, very tiring. but best laa kan!
haha.
then went to northpoint.
so i decided to borrow some books.
off to the library.
so yea, thats all laa.
haha.
as you can see, my lazy desease(sp?) is back. hahs!
Ok, WHATEVER!
toodles~
Labels: they are my family.
fcuk you morrons.
Sunday, March 9, 2008 9:53 AM
liroy asked for patch.OMG! ku tknk. tetap berkawan jek.
sorry ey.
so, people keep asking for my no.
asl muka ku cap no. pe sial?
dream on laa ku nak kasi.
i got my own life to think abt,
as for you to knw, i don't entertain MF's.
gahh~ nabeyy cb!
I ♥ MY FAMILY.
I ♥ MY FRIENDS.
Ok, i'll update more 2mllw.
out soon.
gonna get wild, & wet!
hahs, with my darla sis; Allisqa.
Miss her lodsa²
dada~
Labels: i love torn. haha.
sob
Thursday, March 6, 2008 10:57 AM
at home now, blogging.im just not in shape to got to sch.
im just avoiding everything.
this life ain't getting any better, all in mess.
my heart can't take this pain remembering those times we had smtk beautiful.
STILL NO REPLY? so consider break or not?
cb laa. i did asked ystd, no respond.
SO?!
my single life is back.
& i guess i'm happy with it.
(She might look perfectly assembled on the outside.
But on the inside, she is more broken up than ever before.)
this weekends, going out with mummy.
yay~ da lama tk go shopping with her.
next sat; going out with my darla sis; AllisQa.
GOSH, miss her lodsa².
zaidi ajak go chalet dia.
bila? lupe uhs. hahs.
should i go? malu laa sial.
he expect me to go with him.
wahh~ nabeey.
see hows situation goes. (:
life have changed for me.
but still; LIFE HAVE TO MOVE ON.
whats bygones; is bygones.
*Baby can you feel me.
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes.
I can see you clearly.
Vividly emblazoned in my mind.
And yet you’re so far.
Like a distant star.
Labels: my all precious
suffers
Wednesday, March 5, 2008 8:22 PM
i guess im taking a break off.im just suffering in silence.
maybe it my fault, for letting u in,
& giving u chances. DAMN LAA!
i guess you have not realized i love you so much.
& infact, you doesn't knw whats love.
you doesn't appreciate it.
HAHA! thnks alot laa.
i just can control my emotional.
my heart shattered. i cried inside,
keeping those feeling away.
It's real hard.
One day you will realized it,
excuse me mama?
& say "damn she used to love me alot".
Just another sad love song back in my brain
like crazy. i guess I'm all torn up.
Fast or slow, it just doesn't let go or shape me
and it's all because of you.
YOU ARE JUST INMATURED!
You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
& I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid, wasn't I?
1yr & 3days; full of memories.
been thru thick & thin.
*sob*
Labels: Anyone else want to break my heart?
with you.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 8:13 PM
KEPADA JANTAN ITU YG KU SYG SGT²! ;ku btol² mntk maaf laa.
those hatred feelings is back.
saket sak hati ku.
tp ku sabar jek. ko buat ahh bnyak²,
harap² balasan akan pergi pat ko alek.
i'm being sincere with you, yet u played behind me back.
smpai bila sak? ko akan menyesal laa.
sorry ey, nas tk mcm dulu.
ko nk belah, belah laa.
ku tk rugi, cuma satu jek!
tp apa gunanya ku bersama dgn ko, lau kasih sygnya tkda.
SUKA pe saketkan hati ku?
INGAT EY!
ku tk tertgg²kan ko.
ku tk tunjukkn yg ku sygkan ko.
ku simpan didalam hati.
KU NAK TGK SMPAI BILA KO AKAN UAT KU MERANA!
KO AKAN MENYESAL! KO TK BERUBAH!
i alway forgive, & FORGET!
& remember this, the relationship we had those past,
I NEVER LIED TO YOU!
Sayang mengapa buat begini .
Di saat rindu merah menyala .
Kasih kusangka kau 'kan setia .
Rupanya dikau bersandiwara ..
ohh fcuked. afterall i do love him so much.
*i'm so sorry abt this post.
i just too emotional. my life is so miserable!
why is this always happening to me.
Now I believe it when people say love is blind,
'cus I must have been blind to love a person like you.
sigh~
Mama miss Papa laa.
_____________________________________
ok, ku cut fringe.
trust me, tk senogz langsung.
phff~
my friend says, my sec1 look.
mostly says its pretty, suits my face.
anak jepon. CB!
Labels: I just won't love the way he treated me.
nassy!
Monday, March 3, 2008 9:04 PM
LOVEs; its such a mess.perhaps, i just don't care abt it.
maybe i do regret. well, see what happen next!
i'm just gonna be patient. lyk i always do.
arggh~ ku geram laa!
kawan² ku semua ok.
saturday plan kuwa.
hah! wang mana mau cekop? =.='
see hows situation laa girls.
ok, lina & ehpie?
sigh~ they broke up.
baru ku pikir nak satukan family kita alek.
damn it! well, i guess impianku tk tercapai.
life have to move on. ):
FCUKED! FCUKED! FCUKED!
2mllw, sch-ING? gahh~
hell, i'm quitting sch soon.
well, i will regret laa.
6mths left? cb.
i'm just too depressed uhs!
Life isn't so good for me.
this isn't fair for me. !
i just hate reality.
& TORN; short-EY.
i just wanna say "I MISS YOU SO MUCH".
trust me, i still love you lyk i always do.
)':
Labels: misery life i have.
sad?
Sunday, March 2, 2008 8:35 AM
Did i made the right decision?Sigh~
__________________________________
Things ain't getting better in life.
Thing back, i lost most of it.
regret? maybe. What was i thinking!
When I find myself fading, ..........
I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy.
TORN; i knw i hurt ur feeling.
twice? & i realised it.
maybe u wouldn't understand.
but hey, see for urself.
i admit its my fault afterall.
maybe, one day we could see by itself.
u're still my bestbuddy. i just hope, things is always normal;
between us. u are drifting apart from me.
& i could sense that u do hate me.
but pls, do compare me with other girls.
maybe those attitude are the same.
perhaps, my heart is different from theirs!
i'm sincere unlike those girls u knw.
pls understand my situational of choice.
my heart still hurt when u said,
"lau u naek bus mean da tkda pape antara kita".
hey, i'm sensitive when comes to this things.
maybe u didn't mean it. i do understand.
& it takes time for it to heal.
Behind my smile is a hurting heart.
Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.
Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am,
..isn't me. =.='
*god did answer to my prayers.
but, is it a lesson for me to see,
or a revenge?
afterall, i'm always faithful to it;
no matter how it hurls me real hard.
I think I'm afraid of being happy
cus` everytime I'm happy, something bad always happens.
Labels: I've just been avoiding everything., To tell you the truth
shah is back.
Saturday, March 1, 2008 10:16 AM
I'm so happy! (ok, ask me why?)hahs! patched with papa laa!
muacks.
thursday;
absent from sch.
ku serious shit da mls nak gi sch.
urgg~ lepak-ed with En, & Ehpie.
petang when sunplaza with them, eat mac.
haha. saw MIN; my shufflebabe laa!
OMG! she's pretty ok. ainkz(:
so, arab came. kite bbl² kunek. hahs!
blah, blah, blah ...............
let the pics do the talk.
ini laa recipe kami.
fries; mixed with lodsa pepper, coffeemix powder,
salt, sugar chilli sause, mayo & curry.
salt, sugar chilli sause, mayo & curry.
friday;
hahs! don't ask. MALAS!
pe'eh called, talk² on the phone & he says he wanna meet me.
issh~ kecian dia tk tido. degil pulak tu.
so at 9+ he reached yishun.
i felt guilty, he waited for me for more then ½ an hour.
=.=' he still smile. (: phew~
He hug-ed me tight, & kiss-ed me on my fore-head.
it totallly shut me. haha!
so lepaked with him.
then, blah blah blah ....
we patch-ed! hahs. & of course i cried.
"mama, jgn nangis kays syg." aww~
haahahah.
gmbar² yg laen smua pat hp dier. ):O fcuked, baby asked for patch.
as u can see. he regreted! hahs.
deserved it laa ass. malas ahh ku nak layan!
maybe better of friends.
deserved it laa ass. malas ahh ku nak layan!
maybe better of friends.
ku mls nk type panjang².
I'm happy.
Labels: Love is like a flower always blooming
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