and so today ..
Thursday, April 30, 2009 10:45 PM
Today cabot school, like again? lols. need to fetch yani from hougang. Actually, I did not know theres a straight bus to kak lina's house from my school. luckily my friends know, kalau tak kan ku da sesat & I swear I'll have a hard time mrt-ing to hougang. pfft~ harap jek tingal singapore untuk 17tahon. lols!
Get to meet bby for awhile this morning. I really pity bby alot. he only get to sleep for just 1hour. Yesterday was his afternoon shift. Ends @10pm, then he need to rush to OCC, because props side need people to work, urgently. Ends @5plus in the morning. Meaning he slept @6am this morning woke up @7am just to meet me. How stubborn can he be? His working today & he needs to wake up @10. Kecian tau. His eyebag is getting worst. tsk tsk tsk.
Tomorrow I'm working @9am. Meeting bby first, as usual. I bet tomorrow would be the tiring day @ work. ): Arther work need to rush down to east coast park for the pit. gahh~ Constance could not make it. hmpf~ I'm so sad. But nevermind, we shall meed up soon aye love. miss you alot sia. I bet u got alot alot alot of stories to tell me kan? Hopefully tomorrow work will ends earlier, which is I'm not so sure.
PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO. When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.
Few more minutes to one month anniversary. (:Labels: To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.
bby i love you.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 8:56 AM
Today bby sent me to school. Haha! Gonna fetch me after school too. Bby took 2days leave, thursday & friday. He needs rest too, been having a had time working nowadays. Plus, he wants to spent time with me. (LOLS, nas tak tau malu betol). Saturday & Sunday working with bby. Macam best gitu kan. Nas suke! Nas suke! Nas suke! wakakaka.
I'm in school comp lab now. As u know, I've got project to do. I can't open my done web-project folder in my thumbdrive. It is so sickening. Computers here are so outdated. It can't read the thumbdrive. How am I surposed to hand-in on time whereas at home I can't install the fucking dreamweaver8 into my computer. Its so hard as I need to use the "30days thingy" where some of my pages gone missing although I've already saved in my thumbdrive. How irritating can it be . felt like giving up, by the other side, I need to listen to bby's advice.
Today no plans. Meeting bby, I don't where his going to bring me. Bby plan to go jogging as I finished school early. DAMN! seriously, its obvious I'm always tired during weekends. Lucky me bby understand. haha! Its been 2weeks we did not go jogging. haha!
When you are in love with someone,you have no need to say good-bye, because you are always in each others heart, there forever staying. I love you not because of what you can give me, its because how my heart warms upwhenever I am near you. For you see, each day I love you more.Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
Ok, its going to break time soon. Logging out!
toodles~
Labels: TORTOISE IS MINE
I'm sick.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 12:11 PM
Yesterday fall sick while I was in school . Due to not enough sleep on the previous night. I just hate having migranes, its giving me hard time. Temperature increased & migrane getting worst while I was in the bus heading down to pasir ris to meet bby. Yesterday really got no appetite, plus I feel like trowing up. Bby was so confused as I didn't not tell him I was feeling abit weak till we're in the cab on the way home. Reached home had a really cold bath. I feel much more better. Took panadol extra then to sleep . Woke up this morning with a bad backache. pfft~ Skipped school today as I wasn't feeling well yet.
Meeting bby later @ 5pm. He ask for early release from work just to meet me & grab a movie @ 7pm with me. pfft~ just troubling himself. I had a free movie tickets to "17again". woohoo! Nas suke, Nas suke la! Zac Efron Is so cuteeeeeeeeee. ^^
Heard that I might be working on 1st of may. Ok, this really stressing me up. Pit?? 1st anniversary?? working??
OMG! Which is which to attend? -.-" I'm gonna think it fast, before the week on this end of the month.
Ok, thats all for now.
Labels: Mi Amor .
missed
Sunday, April 12, 2009 2:00 PM
Didn't meet bby today. Pfft~ Bby was super super angry at me. I woke up late. My fault ke? *sadsad* But atlast bby still understand. blahh~ Tomorrow bby gonna sent me to school . "So Sweet". But afternoon not meeting him, his out with his friends. & maybe tuesday I might have the chance to spent time with him . I hope so! I'm missing him so much.
Today no plan, bby afternoon shift. BORING!
Love is a journey in which two hearts embark upon. A journey full of surprises, unknowns, ups & downs, twists & turns. step by step, hand in hand. They give each other strength to keep going until the end. (:
Labels: Take care of my heart it belongs to you now.
& so today.
Saturday, April 11, 2009 11:08 PM
Yesterday I had fun outside with my family. Went beaching. They were swimming while I was just cycling around the east coast park. I didn't swim due to "something something". LOLS! I sat on the chair & looked at the sea. It is so beautiful, it really make me forget about the disaster of my past. (: Still, I've MOVED ON! After beach-ing, papa decided to bring us to parkway parade. They went Giant, while Cons & I window shop. The stuff there "really caught my eyes". Perhaps, next time then, I'm broke. hahs! Me & Cons have made a deal. We will saved up & go shopping. YAY! (:
Today meet bby under his block. Good thing is that, "I'm on time!" yay me. blehh~ Bby suprised me with a nike handbag. So cute right? lols. Bby just wont stop wasting his money. *angry* So then, went to take cheque with Bby, Yuni & Adib. Had our breakfast @ whitesand KFC. @ 12, we proceed to take mrt because bby have to go to work. @ 1pm, met Aida at yishun mrt. Lepaked under the voideck while waiting for Nana Ace & Sherry Lina. Nana, as usual, beauty of late coming. *laugh* @ around 3plus they arrived. We proceed to bugis. Walk here & there, yet nothing caught my eyes. dammit! I brought slipper & bby tshirt only. bugis is a bore place now. gagagaga! agree?
Its like finally, I've got to meet up with my gf. I've missing ever single thing with them. I wish things would just be like before when we're still in secondary school. hahs!
Mamy have already booked pit for the kinda family gathering? ahh.. I'm not quite sure about that. But confirn is that the pit is already booked. Pfft~ bloody hell, its on 1st of may, which is the 1st month anniversary with bby. damn! how pathatic is that. Shall I meet bby 1st? I'm not sure. grhhhhhhhhh~
So yeaa, meeting bby tmrrw. JOGGING AGAIN! (:
Labels: pics will be uploaded soon.
nothing much
Friday, April 10, 2009 11:03 AM
Morning sunshines!Woke up early today. As I was wondering I slept super late last night, yet I really could get my ass off the bed @ 9plus am. How surprising. Isn't a big deal, but still its quite weird. I usually wake up late, I mean super late. Ok, fuck this matter.
Today going picnic with family. So that means I'm not meeting bby today. Ok FARRRKKKKKKKK! I didn't meet him for freaking two days. Only God knows how much I miss him. I know his feeling sad now. PLAN MEETING HIM CANCEL AGAIN? yeaaaaaaaa, again. Please, tomorrow make it the day please. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him.
Using prepaid just sucks big time, trust me. I'm used to using line. Too bad, mum canceled my line due to me engrossing like my fathers owns a bank. LOLS! Prepaid; I just don't understand how it works & about the singtel HOT $100/-, what the fuck is that? Seriously, this really stressing me up. Bby is so kind toping up for me every now & then, wasting his $28 for me. Thank you so much much love.
Now, I'm not sure is there any bookings for me tomorrow or not. Abang took bloody MC today, & its really making me piss off la. Hows tomorrow? blahhh~ I need to work, I'm totally broke this few weeks.
ok ok, I'm off now. Need to buy Mickey's food before we off to beach.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Labels: ILY
Gods greatest gift.
Thursday, April 9, 2009 10:20 PM
2nd post of the day.as you can see, I'm in the mood to update/post. Thats pathetic. I know! This only happens when I'm totally free plus freaking bored. Its like seriously, I've been staying @ home the whole freaking day getting my ass
BIGGER. Ok, thats fake! (: Still feeling the tiredness from yesterday as I was having the hard time with Yi Qin counting chair, big/normal oblongs, big/small IBM, 6ft/5ft round table, square table, cresent table in the whole downtown east. Going up & down. Counting wrongly & getting confused between this & that. Well all I can say is "ciggies" definately works. LOLS!
Unfortunately things stared to change between me & girlfriends. Not in the good ways/terms. Some communication breakdown. Everyone is busy with their own stuff ever since we were separated in the end of 08`.Life is changing. Unlike those years, we're still in the life of playfool plus immatured . Now, I hope you girls understand. I'm busy with working plus coping with schools & problems everywhere. Settled, plus comes another. Its different now. way to different for what we had last time. Now, its hard for me to settle & chill with you girls like I used to. I will definately find my free time.
LOVED & MISSED.
Next monday schools reopens, which I don't wish to. Still in the mood of holidays. I'm deaddddddddd! Seriously, I'm still haven start anything on my project. I'm pretty not so sure, or I must say I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START! blahh~ Basically this project on the topic of "make up", that I chose, gotta be done in the webpage. My suggestion was I wanted to do using blogger which my teacher partly agree. Well, theres disadvantages. Marks will be lower! -.-" pfft~ dammit la! I thought it would be easier for me. GOD PLEASE HELP ME! I need to do somethng with the project. Seriously, I don't know how to do webpage. grrrrhh~
Congrats to my new love. Ok, shall talk about this particular boyfriend of mine. A typical sweet next door boy, with bubbly attitude. Who I know that loves me alot woth his truly sincere heart. Who can accept they way I am who is very demanding, bitchy type & etc etc. Baby, I'll try to change to the old me whom u ever heard, to the better I mean. Thanks for being there, lending ears to listen & a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes we search so much for the right choices, right paths to walk through, right time, right person. But life isn't about searching for things that can be found. It is about letting the unexpected happen and finding things you never searched for. Ever since I met you my life has meaning again. You are the person I wait to talk to you every night hearing u say darling it make my heart melt. I get butterfly every time we talk. Meeting you has been a dream come true. I wait for the day when u can hold me close. I am so happy that i found you now. You have showed me that there is love still out there & I am happy that it was you. You are my dream come true & I am so happy that i found u....
Ok, what a long post for today.
Off to bed now. nights.
Labels: I am Yours and You Are Mine
chalet update
6:59 PM
Today is sucha boring day. Was supposed to meet bby today.
I cancel the plan last minute, due to sudden headache. boo!
Bby was so sad plus mad. He actually rushed to meet me.
pfft~ I'm bad, really bad. I'm sorry.
Bby came to my place awhile to past my bro's atm card.
His face was totally piss off. Tried to "pujokpujok" him.
Yet so stubborn-headed. blehhhhhh~
Now everything is ok. hahs! I'm really sorry bby for the last min changes.
Fuck fuck fuck.Tomorrow is public holiday. No cheque!
So that means I need to cash out on bloody saturday.
Whereas I'm working on that particular day. TELL ME HOW?
I'm broke & I need cash. Pfft~ I wanna go out tomorrow!!
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Chalet was total great. the best chalet I've ever had.
Is like seriously! So yeaa, I'm updating about the chalet now.
Cheak-in @ 2.30pm with Constance & Yuni.
Put our stuff in the room. 15minutes later Ihsan, vivien & Joshy came.
So then, we together went to take cheque to cash out.
Plan to Escape theme park was canceled. ): Blahhhhhhhh~
Meet Barry, Vetri, Kelvin & Yi QIn @ central.
Then off to chalet. Slack there. @ 5pm bby came.
& we started bbq-ing. Around 7plus more & more came.
Started to drik @ 10plus. Kelvin was totally drunk.
& my dearest Vivien was drunk too. aiyooooooooooo.
@ 12am sharp celebrate Syead birthday. He was touched, I know!
Hahs! We saboh-ED him rabakrabak. Cake, chilli sause, flourplus coke.
LOLS! The happening pat was we make the room like club.
Loud music. All the girls grind with the birthday boy. ^^
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suke jek syed) LOLS!
Chalet was awesome. More outing soon aye dearest!
I love my banquet friends.
More pics is uploaded @ my facebook.
Ok, thats all for now. Gotta go now.
Calling bby. (:
Labels: Faisal is loved.
love is in the air.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 9:43 PM
Today met gf to take testimonial.
I miss them fucking truckloads.
Next saturday meeting up. yay-ness!
Lepaked @ home with Abg, Yuni & bby.
While later discussed with abg about the chalet thingy.
He said to book a chalet must be 1mnth in advance.
WTH! Then, me & bby rushed down to dwntwn. lols!
luckily, there is few empty. grrrrrrrhh~
so now the chalet is already booked.
On this friday, 2.30pm @ costa sand, where u need to put $1.
lols!(:This chalet is open to all banquet staff. ^^
Celebrating Syed birthday too, WHAT A COINCIDENCE!
Been quite busy this few days preparing for this coming friday chalet.
Meeting Bby tmrrw, buying those stuff for the chalet.
lols.
I'M SO FREAKINGGGGGGGGGG HAPPY NOW!
lols. ask me why. blahhhh~
I'm attached! I'm ATTACHED!!!!
hahs! BBY asked me face-to-face, in the bus while we were otw home.
WAKAKAKA! 1st of april kepe?
I love you so much bby.
Labels: FAISAL NASREEN
Love ones.
Because they are special.
The Boyfriend & 8years Bestfriend.
All Time Bitch, Best Buddy & BabySis.
Kecohrable Gf, SweetHeart, The Babe & Baby.
Belo Closemate, Irritating Ones, CloseFriend & Partner In Crime.