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BLISSFULLY ATTACHED to Muhammed Faisal Bin Mohamed Alias.
21 this yaer. Currently serving National Service, police.
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dady recovered
Thursday, May 29, 2008 7:30 PM
I'm tired ! 1night stayed in hospital, took care of dady. hahs, his face daa ada janggut many² laa. ( i mean his luka laa), he broke his 2small toes, all cause of the accident. DAMN IT ! ): & his a patient, but he doesn't look like one. tkleh duduk diam². CB ! suroh makan tknk, CEREWET! now his alrdy discharged. thnk GOD. meeting him 2mllw again, to see his condition. ok, i'm tired. let the pic's do the talking !
Please someone tell me when this pain will go away. When I'll forget the past, &move on to another day.
I'm sick of trying, it's all over, no turning back, no second chances or even second looks. you've had many opportunities that you've never even took. all nights laying awake thinking about you or the tears rolling down my face when wishing old memories would come true. (just even for another moment in time) well, i guess i was expecting to much. so this is it, it's really good-bye to you, but i want you to know that no matter what i will always love you, always, &forever. I wish that I could turn back the hands of time. Cus` if I would of knew ur love was like this, back then I wouldn't be accepting you to be mine. I want to make him feel so bad inside almost like a feeling of knives going through his heart cus` I want him to feel then pain that I've been going thru all this while . once again .. ur eyes make it hard to say goodbye.HELL!
yassin call me alot of time ystd till my bat when low. I was asleep. idk that was emergency . Morning, on my hp, saw alot of missed calls. msg from dady. his in hospital now . met an accident ystd ! damn it. 3days admitted. visiting u 2mllw after sch sygg. i knw u are waiting for me there.
shah called hours ago. well, he told me everything. but something ................ (shall not mention) u just keeping me so worry aites. Pls laa Shah, jaga diri baek² can ?
today; argue with my mum, & brother. they are too much laa. WHATEVER LAA ! _____________________
& now I'm just so worry abt them. name shall not be mention. I can't help, but just see what happens next. *crying*
as days goes by; i realized there's only 4closefriends will always stay beside me. realizing they are the one. they are just irreplaceable. & now i could call them my blood, & "JIWES". *winks*
29th is coming right dady? hahs ! never failed to remind me eyh ko. i remember laa syg; cuma sengaja to make u angry ! 29.03.08. ok, shall accompany u to angmokio division on 30th, friday. praying u will not be in. *plisssssh* ____________________
sometimes; thing let me realize. waiting for u is just a waste of time. u're just changing each day. from BAD to WORST ! feelings towards u are just fading la. I thought I saw something good in u, I guess I was wrong! You broke my heart and thats all i have to say :(
currently not feeling well . i'm just not in shape now. IDK ?!
dady called. meeting him 2mllw ! ok go. ____________________
HIM ? he changed. sad): i just don't wanna talk abt it laa. my heart broke, when ..... sigh~ although u're just my ex; I STILL DO CARE FOR U ! fullstop .
June holidays now. alot of plans. gonna make use of my free times to revise my work. looking back at my MYE(no effort), IS SHIT aites. damm ! & i'm making myself so stupid. whatever/: _____________________
& ex-lover; 1day u'll realize how much i used to need u. everynight i prayed, hoping to forget u . CUS` I DON'T NEED ANYONE TO HURT MY HEART ANYMORE ! get it?
currently at love's hse, blogging . sorry for not updating due to my laziness. absent for sch 2day, again. hahs! 2mllw, last day of sch then start holiday. planning not to come.
gonna drag my ass to sch during the holidays. 3days of extra class for F&N . be suprise that i'll attend the 3days class. hoho ! (maybe? laa)
ystd something got me so sad of sudden. almost cried. someone told me shah " when in " . & now his inside. regret that i've been M.I.A from him. )'; soon mamy gonna send him to "BOYS HOME". ohh god, pls don't! gv him a chance. *worry* hey friend, mama will always remember u papa ! don't forget me when u're inside. Jgn uat keje mepek pat dlm !! till enternity; those memories of us. Pls, ingat pesan mama kays ? MISSing YOU (: Ok out now. gonna watch movie with love later. *made of honour* done ! (:
ok, dady was inside for 1day only. thank god! soon his court day. maybe he will be in for 6yrs. i'm just not ready lose him soon. DAMN ! *crying*
sat; met dearest dady, boboy, gegerl & dady's friends . when esp then to marina. saw my darla's ! then night, when to khatib pond? (idk what place is that.) lepak-ED there. Yassin came & lepak with us. miss him laa ! & HIS LIKE SO EMO NOW?! hees(:
i love u dady. & i'm so gonna miss u soon. i promise to wait for u aites. KU JANJI SAYANG !
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& now i'm so bloody bored ! i'm not coming to sch 2mllw, till ___. (idk?) FCUK LIFE !!
I'm so ; - WORRY ! - SCARED ! - LONELY ! - MISSING/LOVING U DADY ! *crying* i just can't stop.
today; Met Dady & Boboi outside sch . lepak-ED at 399. spend time with him for awhile. sigh~ he needs to go to yishun police station . plan-ED to go home change, & meet him again. at 2pm, send him & boboi till there, & i off to take 812 home.
4pm, still no news from dady. meet gegerl at mrt station. lepak-ED with her. we were so worry abt them ! almost cried, but we try to make each other to cheer-up. Well, negative thoughts keeps running thru mind. we waited for 3hrs, still no news. maybe they were send to " boys home,or angmokio police division". sigh~ i lose him now. & missing boboy so much.
dady, pls text/buzz me when ur back. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ! don't keep me so worry sygku. dady; I'm sorry for my wrong-doings. I know I've hurt u alot of times. I regret to treat u like that huns ! pls, forgive me .. ):
& now i guess his inside. dady; jaga diri baek² . mamy akan setia menanti kepulanganmu sygg. i love u.
2mllw; out with gegerl. ): conferm nangis !! urghh~ love u girl, muacks.
things between us changed. full of ignorance . sigh~ he changed? or maybe me. well, i can't deny that i still care abt him . dadyku ;
... jikalau kau meninggalkan aku,terhiris hati ini , terguris jiwa ini.Menangis tk berlagu.
mengapa cinta kita berubah sygg ? mungkin ku telah berubah. tetapi ku mahu ko sedar bahawa ku amat menyayangi dirimu. looking forward to spend time with u like we used to sygg. apakah kesalahan ku selama ini ? kenapa ko harus senyapkan diri ?
today; he called. he asked where was i. blah blah BLAHHHH ! hunged up. & he called again after a few minutes . "mamy kenapa mcm laen skrg" . DAMN ! & i was like saying " ko berubah, KO ?! " something almost broke me into tears. 2mllw his going to COURT. & i'm damn bloody scared. i just don't wanna lose u soon baby . I SO WORRY NOW !!
misunderstanding between me, & Shah . he called, & ku tk sedar apa ku bbl ngan dia . i was like WTF ! whats gone into me ?!! so unreasonable. well, long story. i'm sorry aites. & "SOrRY" the only word i could say . hope u accept my apologize.
came to sch only ystd . hate to see that "BITCH" face. so biars. haha ! she wants to meet my parents. pilih buah btol! whatever laa ......
done for now. missing dadyku alot. haish, where are u sygg ?
just hung up with shah . we are getting closer each day . but the feeling towards him that i used to hv, aldy fade. now, i'm just so in dilemma . he asked me chould he ___________ . (shall not mention). it made me almost burst into tears. i control ! & he even asked me do i still remember the song when we broke up? HARUSKAH KITA BERPISAH. ok, this song was when i asked him for break, & he typed it out . sigh~
he said "i love you" (alot) & gave me kisses. damn ! I JUST SO CONFUSED. today; met my "new adek angkat". i just pity her. with her background. family probs, & etc . she's just an innocent 12yr old kid . how can a human being be so cruel ?! screw them . aites. shall not mention more !
i'm so very sorry dadyku. i didn't mean to hurt u. & i realize i'm being very selfish to u baby. where are u now ? ku risau laa! jgn buat mcm gini syg . ur msg-ES were so touched, & made me realize u were sincere. I WAS STUPID JUST NOW ! i'm sorry syg. missing u now. *crying*
today; nothing much. same old boring day ! maths paper was ok, managed to do "some" .
& i'm done. nothing to say . just that, i'm not in shape now .
happily? - obviously , NOT ! hell . angry? - not really . heartbroken? - not at all. sad/down? - totally !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY; hahlib. hoho. currently msg-ING him. he said ku basturd lupa b'day dia, & i still can msg him a " fwenship thingy". huhu. sorry bnyak² laa oi ! i lupa ur b'day. begok asl quit sch ? ): aiyo0oo. & i promise i'll take care of ahdoggy baek², (ur bestfriend). jgn lupa kami semua ye . miss you!
niari ku baek. TAK KELUAR OK ! stay at home ajek. dtg bulan, so not in same. & tgh POKAI ! urghh~ i need $ $ $ . nabuey .
dady i love you . I love you more than any word can say. I love you more than every action I take. I'll be right here loving you till the end. muacks.
PS : love is like glass; so handle with care, for once it is broken, it can't be repaired.
ahdog will be in "boy home" soon. sigh~ ): i feel so sad. thinking whats gonna happen to me w/o him. i just don't wanna lose u soon baby .
ARGUED with my mummy again. almost "cabot from hse" again ystd. FCUKED ! i kept myself very patient. tk berani jawab alek lagi, da last warning . takot masok PERTAPIS . sigh~ i feel so bad now, thinking abt those times; i were so harsh towards mummy. now i regret . stupid me. forgive me mum ? & no matter what i'll always love u. i promise i'll change. )':
nowadays i just feel so unearthly. & IDK ! damn. starting to have mood swings again ?
things really bugging me. fcuked it ! & i just need a medicine . meaning - a thing to cure my probs. & idk whats the problem . PUZZLED?! IDK?IDK?IDK!
dady; i love u so much sayang. i pray for u nothing will happen to u. & mamy tknk kehilangan dady . mamy tkt dady masok "Boys Home". siapa nk jaga mamy pat luar? *crying* mamy harap dady mengerti bertapa sayangnya dady pat mamy . promise mamy, that dady won't create troubles. ANYMORE?! pleaseeeeeeeeee sayangku. I LOVE YOU .