miss him alot
Wednesday, August 27, 2008 8:51 PM
missing him alot .
wondering hows he. is he ok? or ...
sigh~ been writing letter to each other.
& surprisingly he asked for patch.
I'm confused. Well, my sister's should know why .
I hope his just doing fine inside.
praying he won't create any trouble inside.
pleaseeeeeeee
ALLAH.
While all the world is asleep at night,
i stay up and think of you,& wish
upon a shooting star that somewhere
you are thinking of me too.
Can't help, but wait .
Labels: Those days with you .
i miss her
Thursday, August 21, 2008 7:15 PM
things between me,& her isn't getting better .
I wanted to be friend with her again,& ignore those things bugging me.
But something keeps pulling me back again.
I simply can't understand. Am I that Bad ? or what .
Ur friends dislikes me being friends with u,& I don't wish things to happen again.
I'm totally gave up. But, memories really reminds me of everything.
7yrs, isn't that short that we've known each other.
I really treasure it so much, but I have no choice.
Seems that u're happy with u're life, & I don't wish to disturb you.
But somehow, I really miss you so much that I can't deny.
Each day passes by, we saw each other, we seems like strangers.
sigh~ why must this happen ? I don't wish to lose u friend.
I love you still.
from the bottom of my heart.
N A S R E E N. 27~09
(ur dorine drop) =)
I MISS YOU LOVE.Ok, prelims are finally over.
Bet, I will surely fail . haha !
whatever~
This few days, alot of things happened.
haha. good/bad, perhaps both ? =P
Tommorow might be going out since tomorrow no sch .
yey ! so meet Kak Lisa,& Lina Bonc tommorrow kays sayangs.
Gonna have alot of picture taking yaw !
ohh yay-NESS~ (:
Labels: ohhhhhhhhhh B ...
so then ..
Thursday, August 14, 2008 7:18 PM
today sch was drop dead boring !
damn !
Ok, shall talk about prelims.
Monday was the English,& Social studies.
The paper was ok, but quite challenging .
hopefully, I did well for this paper.
& so tuesday, was the bloody malay paper.
which I forever weak on .
100% fail laa. haha !
No confidence in Malay language . (:
So yeaa, today lepak with Dayah @ 399.
soon later Nat came for awhile,& ciow.
1/2 hour later Fattah came,& lepak with us. ^^
SUCH A BORING DAY !sat plan to go cousins crib @ clementi .
over night there. should I go ? malas laa. ):
________________________
Ok, I did this poem during my free time after my malay paper .
of memories; me,& you.
wondering my times running so fast.
wondering of the time we had together.
wondering those sweet little smooches.
wondering that special times, will it return ?
why must this happen?
why can't I just let go,& get over it ?
why it is always you that I ever wanted?
why you're letting me in this situation?
crying ... all my heart out.
suffering in silence without you.
Its hurting; you bare seeing me in this condition ?
Your willing to risk losing your first love over a girl you barely know.
How stupid could you get?
Labels: here it goes again .
national day
Sunday, August 10, 2008 5:48 PM
met kak lizah ystd @ bugis arnd 4+pm.
I miss her so much,& we decide to meet after 1yr ++.
She's look different now. (:
Well, still as pretty as before.
@ 5:45 Lina reached bugis.
with mimi, the cute little thing.
I went shopping. brought 2 dress. =P
so then, @ 7 .
proceed to marina.
wahh~ people packed sia !
Hard for me to breathe though.
& bangla² pat sana amek kesempatan pegang fantat ku .
puki drg peh mak betol. & thnks to this guy, for saving my day.
whoever u are, thnks kays ! (: AINKZ !
& lina, I'm sure u know aites.
met Ehpie, Fendi, Isa, Black,& Bond @ marina Square shopping mall.
They look hot. haha ! so , then while we were waiting for Landak.
Lina gorgeous sister, Kak Lisa came & sat with us for awhile.
started cam-whoring. (:
Then We proceed outside MAC to meet Landak .
Saw some of my beautiful MIA friends.
Met :
Farshy(
MW) - The pretty girl.
Titi - The cutestuff.
Keka - Hot babe.
& lots more. been months I did not come down to Marina.
Hugged them tight². aww~
then, we proceed to peni to buy drinks.
ok this part.
UNEXPECTEDLY saw Romeo.
Ehpie, Fendi, Isa, Bond, Black, & Lan salam-ED,
& talked alot.
I still felt so hurt,& asked Lina to teman me to other place.
Reason is because, I JUST HATE TO SEE HIS FACE ! *angry*
after that, my mood changed out of sudden.
SUEEYYYYYYYYYYYYY sial.
He called me alot of time, wants to meet me.
Well, I don't wish to laa.
Ok cut the topic.
So after that, When to buy absolute vodka.
with 2bottles of coke.
We sat outside peni, waited for Ehpie.
He when to send Lina to cityhall mrt .
then @ 11pm we off to yishun park.
(
haha, bodo eyh, dalam bnyak² tempat nak minum pat yishun)
Everyone in that Mrt cabin was looking @ us 1kind.
haha, know why ? they were holding the vodka without plastic. CB !
show off basturds ! =P
reach-ED yishun park @ 12+am.
sat down& drank .
after 11cups of vodka with coke,& sprite; I KNOCK OFF !
haha. vomited alot.
before that everyone was kinda tipsy except me.
Well, Bond was the witness of everything we did when we were drunk.
Bond tk minum .
haha ! kecohrable. Then we cam-whoring.
slept beside Lan. Bising sak dia nyayi.
"
ohh Nasreen ku sayang ..Kau laa ku cintai ............................................................... "
& after that I forget what He sang.
FOR THE 1ST TIME LAN WASN'T DRUNK !nabuey.
Fendi,& Isa was totally drunk.
drunken ASSHOLE ! Isa half way hard to breathe.
got me really worried.
we send him home.
Hopefully His doing fine nw.
@ 4am. We gerak from there .
felt so sleepy, & TIREDDDDDDDD.
Ehpie,& Landak send me straight home.
so sweet Lan automatically angkatkan my beg,
& hold my hand all the way. aww~ *BLUsH*
Reached home, everyone was sleeping. ):
Did not change my clothe, straight jump-ED on my bed.
The next day I woke up @ 2pm.
saw myself on the floor.
haha ! terok sak ku .
woke up, my head was spinning badly.
saw mamy sitting @ the dinning table.
haha. engan cepatnya ku straight go brush teeth,& bathe.
hahahahahaha. *sheesh*
still vomiting like fcuk laa.
& still dgr ajak ku maen pool niari .
pepek betol.
so yea, 2mllw going out with mamy .
shopping again I think .
Ohh yea, ystd the fireworks were beautiful laa.
ok I'm done now.
shall update soon.
(
ku update panjang tau ni)
Once again ..
Thnks Ehpie, Fendi, Landak, Isa, Bond for taking care of me.
I know I'm like a lil'sister to u guys.
Thnks alot, I appreciate it .
I promise, I won't create any trouble anymore. (:
I LOVE YOU ALL !Pics will upload soon.
Its with Fendi .
Labels: I LOVE MY BLOODS
hardworking asshole
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 9:11 PM
basically, today is a fine day .
& a desperate-ly searching for lighter again .
asshole. whenever theres cigg, there will be no lighter,
or the other ways.
CB OI !so, I don't know whats happening to me nowadays.
being so hardworking,& its like
OMG !been more devoted to combined humanities.
hees(: "
good job nasreen. " ok, self-praising.
& believe it or not, this is my 1st time not sleeping in class today.
hahahahah. ok, lame. well, mentioning about the fact.
looking forward this saturday.
NATIONAL DAY,& heading to esplanade.
(: there will be beautiful fireworks.
ok, whatever shits !
& can't wait to get D R U N K.
=P meet u beautiful people there.
been revising what I've learn in sch.
Made a good effort, I must praise.
AINKZ ! shall continue laaaaaaa.
HOPING TO GO AMK ITE, to study with
H I M !
& to him, "
I tk janji kosong. "
=P
Finally, I'm done now.
getting very sleepy.
& My Mr. Sexy;
Firdaus, I've updated now.
*claps claps* (:
A message for u my dearest friend ;
I know we haven't been talking to each other quite sometimes,
& it may seem that our friendship has slipped apart.
But not a day goes by that I don't think of you,
You've been a great friend since past 7yrs.
I can't help but think of all the fun times that we had.
All the memories,& laughs.
The places we went together,
Smiling as we stand together in our photographs.
It's going to be hard for me to say good-bye to you,
Knowing you're going just tears me apart.
Please know that you will be missed,& that we'll be friends forever,
There will always be a place for you in my heart.
takeCAREs; my 9lover.
& ANNOUNCEMENT !
I fucking miss this fucking bitch of mine .
this stupid fucker is my fucking bitch.
=P hahas!
She's my bitch.
My only Bitch.No one can steal. =P
blueks !
Labels: I miss papa.
friendship !
Saturday, August 2, 2008 3:08 PM
sorry for not updating.
been buzy this lately.
Romeo msg-ED unexpectedly ystd afternoon.
asked for apology.
with my type of sarcastic-NESS, he felt more guilty.
he deserve it la. ass!
attched/ step single jek. kepala buto !
standard laa desperate.
how I wish I will never met him after 4yrs.
Somehow I could just forget him,& our memories.
CB! then ystd night he still have the guts to call me.
My phone rang ...
Me : Hello?
Him : Hello you.
Me : siapa ni?
Him : Meo laa. U....
Me : ahh. apa ko nak lagi ?
Him : u, I'm very sorry. maafkan I pls!
Me : wah wah. besar telur ko ! I don't need ur forgv-ness. BYE!
Him : U, pls listen to what I have to say. I need to explain, kenapa u tknk dgr.
Me : kepala buto laa, BYE !
so yeaa, he call twice.
I did not answer.
HAHA !
& now about constance.
what the fuck !
this fucking problem kept me mad ever now,& then.
Ok, TO WHO EVER FUCKERS WHO DISLIKES ME TO BE WITH HEr.
MIND U'RE OWN FUCKING BUSINESS SWINES !
NO ONE COULD STOP ME!
7th years of friendship; NO ONE COULD SEPARATE !
& bare this in mind, i'll BREAK those fucking mouth.
I got this bad disaster; but doesn't mean I influent her.
FUCK DICKHOLE SWINES !
ok I'm done now.
Love ones.
Because they are special.
The Boyfriend & 8years Bestfriend.
All Time Bitch, Best Buddy & BabySis.
Kecohrable Gf, SweetHeart, The Babe & Baby.
Belo Closemate, Irritating Ones, CloseFriend & Partner In Crime.