i need you
Friday, October 31, 2008 7:57 PM
SEJARAH MUNGKIN BERULANG.Its hard for me to forget you, love.
We have no choice, but have to sacrifise.
You're the key to my heart.
I can't escape the thought of you.
Even in my dreams you are there.
It's not fair how your gone.
How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?Maybe in few years time, we have the chance to be together.
you are scared maybe my love towards you will fade.
baby, u are the only one I wanted, trust me.
This is not the chance for us now, maybe in future.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good& the bad times,
& more importantly, a reason to an end.
We have more to learn, more to experience,& more loving left in this lifetime.
If I can't have you, at least i was able to know I had you.
I LOVE YOU BD.
so much ...
Labels: Losing you is like losing my heart.
i love u still.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 1:52 PM
I LOVE YOU STILL!I'm sorry. Goodbye!Labels: derita kerana sebuah cinta
ended,
12:08 PM
Between us has officially ended.
Everything happes for a reason.
only us knows.
My love..I must accept fate eventhough it kills me deep inside.
I'm so hurt now, can't help myself to stop crying.
I fell in love with you. Now I don't know it will ended up this way.
We have to sacrifise. better of friends? I don't know.
I love you too much. tooo much !
How much I'll miss you, you'll never know.
Or how much my heart will feel the sorrow, you'll never know.
Even though it makes me so hurt;
I'll love you forever, I know. I'll cherish the memories
& so this is why I hope you happiness.
Please try to forget about me, please.
As I think of the time& places, when& where,
was indeed a wonderful memories.
Thanks for everything my love.
loves, sachiko.
Labels: better in time.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 9:42 AM
I would like to wish my beloved cousin,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY.MD. HANAFI aka. Ehpie.I love you still, don't ever forget me aye.
We have been through ups& down.
but we still manage to run through all the hard obstacles.
even though we ain't close like before,
always remember you'll always remain in my heart.
_____________________--
so today...
going out to wisma then to fais plaza.
meeting bond @ 11am
I'm just so tired now. urrghhh~
I MISS BABY DRAGON ALOT !I've fallen in love with you& I'll never let you go.
I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know.
& if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say,
but I'll never stop loving you, each& every day.Labels: If I know what love is it is because of you.
attached.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:33 PM
23:57:32, 27-10-08
I'M OFFICIALLY TAKEN.all his, one& only.I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.
baby love ..
Time will prove my love to you& cement my place in your heart forever.
For time will give me the credibility& the believability that I need to convince you to,
You are mine. There's no other one for me.
Keep in mind, you make my life complete.
& for now on, we'll make love endlessly because you're mine.
You're the one that I'll keep for all time.
you are the one that I've been looking for,
the one that captured my heart,
the one that makes me FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU DEEPLY.
baby, I promise I'll be ur best girlfriend.
I hope theres no communication breakdown, or break ups.
If we are meant to be together forever,
we will survive any obstacle or trouble that comes to us.
I knew that forever was in your eyes the moment I saw you smile.
aww baby, I love you too much.
Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time.
You'll be with me for all eternity.
Labels: The best thing about me is you.
out with Aliva.
Monday, October 27, 2008 10:55 AM
& SO YESTERDAY ....lols, it was totally awesome.
I really enjoy being with him.
met Aliff @ around 5.30pm.
down to vivo city.
Ok this part, sedih sey crite house of bunny @ 0015.
& thats midnight, siape sey nak tengok. LOLS!
So decided to watch "Momma's Boy" instead.
the show starts @ 2125. Hahs! brought tickets.
& we just slack around vivo for 2hours +, so yeaa.
sat @ the 1st floor open space.
sat under the stars, LOLS! see the monorale.
blue always meets up with green.
(: Aliff, you& I know this.
hahs! & of course not forgetting.
3mins of "
bobal sat-sat". LOLS!
then, @ around 2100 when when inside the cinema.
the movie was great! *winks*
after the movie ended, we rushed to the mrt station.
Just in time for the last train. hmm..
reached home @ 1am sharp.
Thanks Aliff for sending me home.
(
sanggop sey antar me alek sedangkan theres no more bus or train.)
so after that he called me straight when he reached home.
atleast he called me, so that I would know that he reached home safely.
LOLS!
I'M SO GONNA MISS YESTERDAY WITH YOU.Miss you alot, baby dragon.
Shall see you soon aye. (:
Labels: someday .......
I cant take this any longer.
Sunday, October 26, 2008 9:19 AM
sorry for not updating.I'm so sorry Martin.
you never once understand me.
you like to jump in conclusion.
WHY must you think negative about me?
Ape salah I buat kat u?
Sigh~
WELL , IT'S UP TO YOU AYE !Meeting Aliff later arnd 5pm.
Awwwwwwwwwwww~
Miss him. (:
This morning was totally __.
Received msg from him.
Well, I don't know If his serious,
joking, sarcastic or _____________, I DONT KNOW!
Ok sucked up times.
This isn't getting any better.
When will this end?
Labels: where else I thought ...., why must this happen
boring post
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 11:49 AM
I'm bored now.
Nothing to, so decided to update.
Actually theres nothing much I wanna talk about today.
Just that I miss my friends alot.
Looking forward to meet them very soon.
I MEAN VERY SOON!
& I miss my bitch ALOOOOOOOT!
Nurul shafiqah Binte .......................
(
mampos lau ku tulis name bapak die.)
LOLS! Meeet up soon, meet up soon.
My one,& only; Bitch partner.___________________________
& so..
Meeting Aliff on sunday.
When was the last I saw him eyh?
LOLS! Sachiko miss Baby Dragon. (;
The only thing that matters is just following your heart
& eventually, you'll get it right.
LOLS! ok this is stupid.
Labels: 2weeks to working days.
whats more now?
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 10:37 AM
Yesterday was fun.
When to penisullar with bond.
brought those stuff that my brother requested.
Then off to lunch @ long john.
Naek train turun yishun balek, balek jap amek barang nak gi swimming.
Then met Faiz, some of their technical friends,& Isa.
Off to chua chu kang swimming pool.
& guess what. MONDAY CLOSED !
punye laa sort ku. jalan jaoh-jaoh, atlast closed.
celake binawei betol.
& lepak arnd chua chu kang jek.
@ 6.30, faiz uncle fetch us from there.
We went explore pat dlm lorry.
GEREK tau, but then I forgot those places we when.
all i remembered was "seletar", "war cementry".
LOLS!
___________________
so today;
Nazrul msg-ED.
" after so long that I've waited to patch-ED back with u.
now I realized that u're playing behind my back.
My friends been telling me u with other guys outside.
u got a boyfriend.
Why must u do this to me? "
My reply was;
" says who? u believe ur friends more then me?
Hey, don't regret if 1day u would know the truth.
Always remember I was faithful towards u all this while.
u never change; u always think negative about me.
Sampai disini sahaja laa Nazrul; OFFICIALLY ENDED! "
there's nothing for me to prove now aye?
its up to those people who wants to pull me down.
Well, who cares? critise me more, & u're making me famous.'
are u people jealous or what ? or I must say, u people have no life?
GET A LIFE SUCKERS !
All I can do is, watch& LAUGH OUT LOUD !
I miss baby dragon laa.
aww~ Aliff Aliva. *winks*
Labels: sepi ku rasa bila kau tiada.
penat laa!
Sunday, October 19, 2008 9:28 PM
home now, at last!
LOLS! tired shopping with mamy 2days straight.
absolutely GREAT!
thank mamy for the treats.
I LOVE YOU MAMY !
tomorrow going out again.
with bond to penisular.
buying tattoo stuff that my brother requested.
________________________
Here now, I would like to wish my dearest abang saudare;
Md. Fendi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
Die da 18yrs old sey, besok da amek class motor.
senang-senang lau da pass, leh tompang Nas kan?
LOLS!
To dearest Martin.
I'm sorry, I know I hurt u alot.
But u never understand me.
Haish~ I'm so sorrrrrrrrrryy ! ):
shall meet up soon aye.
Labels: In love ? NO NO.
him ?
Saturday, October 18, 2008 4:29 PM
been out every single day.
not too active in blog-ING, friensta-ING,& msn-ING.
LOLS!
status is complicated now.
he says I changed alot.
I take friends 1st then him.
" ku pentingkan kawan lebih. "
OMG! so u see, I'm NOT the old Nasreen u knew.
or maybe NOT the old Nasreen that
stolen ur heart.
(like u said) Well, the thing is I've promised myself.
My heart is now no longer for love. I realized I'm still young.
I don't want any "king-controlling" or whatever else.
the thing is, u can't force me to change myself; the old Nasreen.
Love me for who I am, now.
today outing with my girlfriend(s), I can't make it.
going out with mummy instead.
I'm sorry gfs, I hope u girls understand aye.
Da lame ku da tk kuwa ngan mak ku.
sekali sekale jek. shall planned for next outing aye?
pretty soon when everyone can make it.
gonna dye my hair back to black soon.
(atlast, phew~ cus` my hair sucks)
going for interview @ downtown east.
ishk~ I'm lazy to work now.
ok now, I got new close friend.
err.errr.... close-friend? ntah eyh.
LOLS! *sheesh*
& so aliff.
aliff ohh aliff ...
Labels: this situation is driving me crazy. LOLS.
why me?
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10:00 AM
Ohh NAZRUL ...
things changed so fast, without noticing .
I'm being selfish. I realized I've hurt him so much.
His love was true. I'm so ego, that I'm no giving him chances.
Can't change the fact that I still love him.
but thing keep bugging me. I'm still young.
I still need to think about me future.
ok, its true that he could support me.
Well, I just can't depend on him only. agree?
My friends doesn't agree much on his decision.
though its sweet. but sometimes, we should think of the other side.
I realize it is time to let you go. I will always love you,
& your spirit will always live on.
Your shadow has left an imprint on my heart forever.
________________________
This morning something got me shocked.
Someone msg-ed that broke me into tear.
Only myself know what happened.
Sigh~ I hope this isn't true.
Why must this happen. after 1 problem, & another.
WTF! where's the ending ?
The fact is this isn't being fair to me.
To this special someone;
You said you loved me.
you promised to be here forever together forever.
remember?
I guess what people say it true that you will never be good enough.
you proved to me that you're the only one.
I'm lost in thoughts, I love you so much.
but the lies it hurts, the promise to be together.
the way you said you loved me, the dreams you told me of our future.
Well, I cant believe I trusted you. now i cry myself to forget you.
all the lies they will hurt forever.
i love you more then anyone but i guess I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm a loser, I'm worthless,& imperfect but i guess i should thank you.
you shown me how to love.
empty promise.
you said you'd never leave me, you said that you will always be here.
why did you lie to me? like everyone else?
the thoughts of suicide rush though my head.
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
sigh~
Please, made this isn't true.
please, I love you so much like no other do.
Labels: lies .
tired
Tuesday, October 14, 2008 7:52 PM
saturday open house was "
ohh-so fun".
LOLS! alot came. pri/sec & outsiders came.
Hees(: mamy counted arnd 100+ people came to ur house.
so tired like fuck afterall it was great.
Ehem, I must say Aliff was super cute. *
winks*
ok, ALIFF? sheesh; cut the topic.
sunday went raya-ING with my girlfriends.
6 houses altogether. pics will be uploaded in my friendster.
not with me now. soon aye? =P
gosh, 3days straight slept for only 2hrs or less.
TON TON & TON. (
eyebags maken menjadi-jadi)
gonna get enough rest.
just can't wait for saturday.
out with my close friends.
nana, lysa, fahmi, some of fahmi's friends, aida, aida's bf, lina, cons .......
& Nazrul is joinning us too.
ok,
OMGOMGOMGOMG !tkmoh pikir bukan-bukan.
kawan jek, not more then that . LOLS!
friends please do make it aye?
tkmoh last minute tau.
sad that Ika can't make it. baru nak kuwa sama-sama.
rindu die giler babe. my
one,& only bitch.
ok signing off now.
very tired, gonna get some rest.
Labels: I'm in love? no ways.
bitch
Friday, October 10, 2008 10:00 AM
Looking forward for our so called "399" chalet/pit.
haven confirm the date. but its confirm; the location @ downtown.
my friends do turn up aye ?
That will be our gathering. as we will be very buzy working,& stuff after that.
The chalet will be for 1week. hahs!
Gerek kan ? November aye. to those I know, do turn up if u wanna.
I would very happy.
& N level finally over.
I'm so gonnaaaaaaaaaaaa miss my friends in sch.
plan for gathering lehx.
_________________________________
Ok now to those fuckard mother fucking assholes.
U can hurt me, but not with my friends.
NOT EVER; over my dead body.
I'm so gonna break anyone mouth when the truth is out.
Especially to u boy, watch ur way.
Mulot itu alas ckit ahh.
Still haven learn ur lesson uh?
Abg saudare ku da kasi same ko dulu, mulot pecah kan.
skrg adek saudare die nak ko. amcm ? ok go pe?
please laa, perangai tkmoh jadi mcm jantan sundal.
mulot mcm pantat ayam siol. kalah mulot betina.
well, whatever happens watch the way u are going.
haha.
out soon. meeting my babygirls.
got some shits to settle.
ok ciowz.
260307 is the day → ♥ 1yr 7months.
I love YOU aye.
Labels: rimas rimas aku rimas.
boring
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 10:35 AM
I'M BORED @ HOME !damn it.
I wanna go out, pls.
Anyone ask me out. gahh~
Nazrul asked for patch.
Well, I don't bother.
Not giving sympathy too.
His mama text me,& told me his changes when He was me,
& his changes now. Well, who cares.
His mama mengharapkan ku membeli peluang kedua untuk DIE !
Fuck sia. How can I escape ?
Ohh well, there's always a solution right ?
I'm happy now with my life.
I'll just gonna keep it to myself.
Right dear?
Labels: i love you.
haha
Saturday, October 4, 2008 9:46 PM
Finally, broke up with NAZRUL.
No more "king controlling" or shits.
THNKS ! & Everything is over.
after so many times me asking for break.
atlast he approved! pheww~
Just that I cannot take his attitude.
I HATE HIS SUCKISH ATTITUDE.
MATERP TYPE.
SO IRRITATING. URGHH~
Well, finally now its over.
SEJARAH TAK AKAN BERULANG !Now, single life is better.
Tak makan hati siol.
Adios.
Officially Ended!
220808(
2050)-011008(
2045)
To Nazrul;
MATREP MATREP MATREP !Sorry eyh ku bukan minahrep nak bbl ngan ko gitu mcm punye care.
Ko bleh uh bbl sat-sat same ku. Tapi pls uhh, ku tk mcm ko.
Ko nak ku respect ko, ko respect ku dulu uh.
Care ko ubah dulu uh siol.
Labels: Back to single life ..
Love ones.
Because they are special.
The Boyfriend & 8years Bestfriend.
All Time Bitch, Best Buddy & BabySis.
Kecohrable Gf, SweetHeart, The Babe & Baby.
Belo Closemate, Irritating Ones, CloseFriend & Partner In Crime.